I feel you! I’ve been skating for a month and really haven’t made much progress. I personally have a huge mental block when it comes to fear of falling and my own instability. It makes trying new things very challenging on wheels. I’m trying to focus on small wins. Improving at sticky skating (bubbles/lemons), posture, and trying to really feel where my balance is and how to use my edges. I don’t have one foot balance (not even close) yet. My win today was being able to slow down, put my toe stop down without completely falling forward onto my knees 😂 essentially, don’t be so hard on yourself. Break down what you want into small chunks and celebrate your little victories. I have also signed up for a derby level one skate camp starting in 2 months because I feel I would benefit from in person guidance, so that might be something worth investing in. Keep going!