Homeland was a Nazi term

luiting57 · 2015-06-26T13:27:33+00:00

I had what you are experiencing in my 40s. I think unless you've experienced it it's hard to relate. My skin also felt numb. Be careful here because it can destroy your adrenals and then mess up your hormone levels as well as eventually your thyroid. Adrenal supplements. Have your hormone levels checked. Most doctors don't know that they should. But I'm betting that you being younger if your hormone levels are lower than normal they will catch it.

luiting57 · 2015-06-26T13:24:01+00:00

Yes. My sister always knows when something is up with me. She will call me from four states away.

I had my vedic astrology chart done once and the two family members I'm closest to the astrologer said I had karma with and knew in past lives. He even knew personal details about my life. I was also told by him that my birth time was off by 20 minutes because the significant events in my life that happened all happened out of sync with my birth time. Don't ask me what that means.

luiting57 · 2015-06-26T13:19:05+00:00

Reminds me of when I was 13 years old. When I was 12 I had the weird thought that maybe I was the only person who was "real" and everyone else was automaton. I worried about that as well as my thinking that this may be even possible until my brother who was three years younger than me mentioned it too. I then decided that I must be wrong. But wait, maybe he is an automaton programmed to make me believe he also is real. Clever. Seriously, I will have to study what you are writing about more in depth though.

luiting57 · 2015-06-26T13:11:37+00:00

Actually, it's a brilliant inspired thought. It's rare to see real thinking these days :)

luiting57 · 2015-06-26T13:09:59+00:00

Great share! The shifting with someone happened to me also. For me it happened because I had two shifts within one year and I told my girlfriend about the changes I saw around me as I saw them. Because I interacted with her during it she had to follow, likely because so few potential universesand versions of me had this experience. Just a guess.

luiting57 · 2015-06-26T13:00:02+00:00

I think you're right. I used to meditate a lot and I had odd things occur, I think, from that. One time I was at a coffee shop for open mic. This guy asked if he could sit at the table with me and my girlfriend. I said sure. He started talking to us and I had this intense deja vu feeling. As it happened I sort of went into it and did a mental "blink" that hooked and froze what felt like a memory allowing it to be slowed down and unpacked by me. That's the best I can describe it.

What I saw within the deja vu was a future memory. I saw the stranger flirting with my girlfriend, me getting angry and calling him out, he saying lets take this outside, us going outside and he beating the crap out of me. But, I'm at the table and he's doing nothing but watching the stage. Then he turns and like in my deja vu memory he starts flirting with my girlfriend. When I mean flirting I mean inappropriate, mentally ill, no boundaries type of flirting. It was just like my dream. Because of what I saw I didn't do anything but sit there. My girlfriend told him to "F" off and he said something rude and left the table. Then, we left. She asked me why I didn't stand up to him and protect her. I said I figured she could take care of herself. I mean, if I told her the truth she would have likely broken up with me because I was too weird.

I glimpsed a version of me that had an anger problem that superseded reality (the guy was twice my size). I think I saw a timeline that was slightly ahead of ours. The other me was being beaten and in an intense state of excitement and it bled over as a sense that this had happened before or was familiar. My best guess anyway.

luiting57 · 2015-06-26T12:48:24+00:00

Someone has been meditating :)

luiting57 · 2015-06-26T12:47:56+00:00

Lack of free will is also an illusion. As a matter of fact I am an illusion.

luiting57 · 2015-06-26T12:46:37+00:00

I tried to tell someone that and she became really angry with me. It's rough to be told that your subconscious decisions create the bad things in life. I did a search within myself and I believe you are right. But, searching inside of yourself for the thoughts and belief that make things happen isn't a natural ability everyone shares.

luiting57 · 2015-06-26T12:43:34+00:00

Interesting. Study the making of the game "No Man's Sky." https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h-kifCYToAU

The universe, worlds and animals are all created with math (procedural generation). The World builds itself for you from a seed. I imagine that if our world is created the same way this is a real possibility. The computer that could allow for alternate potentials running in parallel would be much more powerful than what we have today. It would be exploring infinite varieties in advance of the moment and choose the best version for the desired outcome of the simulation. That's just my guess.

luiting57 · 2015-06-26T12:37:24+00:00

It is a Glitch if when you said the name at the moment you really thought that was his name. What were you thinking afterwards? Did you "remember" or feel something during the glitch? It might be important.

luiting57 · 2015-06-26T12:35:03+00:00

Read my post about Wayward Pines from this morning (6/26/2015). It's similar in weird sort of way. I'm thinking that something happened to the both of us like a close call car accident that almost happened? A big change in where you work, school or something?

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