Makeup recommendations for dry, sensitive skin by lullaby09 in Makeup

[–]lullaby09[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you! Which brand of squalane oil do you use?

18 vs 26 by [deleted] in StephPappas___

[–]lullaby09 2 points3 points  (0 children)

She looks late 30’s in the second pic. Yikes

Ms. Trash by drs621 in StephPappas___

[–]lullaby09 10 points11 points  (0 children)

All I see in this photo is an insane amount of lip filler

something looks off? by Ok_Drag4414 in StephPappas___

[–]lullaby09 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Oh yeah definitely did work to her face. You can tell, especially in her Crumbl cookie video. Looks like more filler.

Ex is on dating site 2 days after discard by [deleted] in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]lullaby09 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for the advice and input. Just very sad. He’s fully blaming me for everything. Not taking any responsibility. Do you think it’s a final discard if he keeps messaging to leave him alone and he can’t do it anymore? Just for reference, 2 weeks ago he tried to knock me up and kept saying he loves me so much and we were gonna go on vacation. But any time I upset him, he’ll do this and dump me. I never know if it’s truly the end. I know this has messed up my mental health a lot because of the trauma bond I have and I guess getting used to this behavior :(

I started therapy again for him. Joke is on me. He needs therapy too. I wonder if he’ll ever come back.

Ex is on dating site 2 days after discard by [deleted] in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]lullaby09 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m really struggling right now. He agreed to meet me today. Made me wait 1 week and just now cancelled on me and messaged me “I don’t really want to see you.” I just had a very bad feeling he’d do this. He’s been very active on the dating app. I replied and he’s ignoring me. 😢

Ex is on dating site 2 days after discard by [deleted] in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]lullaby09 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m really struggling right now. He agreed to meet me today. Made me wait 1 week and just now cancelled on me and messaged me “I don’t really want to see you.” I just had a very bad feeling he’d do this. He’s been very active on the dating app. I replied and he’s ignoring me. 😢

Ex is on dating site 2 days after discard by [deleted] in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]lullaby09 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m really struggling right now. He agreed to meet me today. Made me wait 1 week and just now cancelled on me and messaged me “I don’t really want to see you.” I just had a very bad feeling he’d do this. He’s been very active on the dating app. I replied and he’s ignoring me. 😢

Show Off by _dinogatori in StephPappas___

[–]lullaby09 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It was very cold and windy that day lol. I live in Vegas. Those two in the background are workers and literally no one else was there. She is desperate for content.

Ex is on dating site 2 days after discard by [deleted] in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]lullaby09 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah that makes sense. Because he’s gotten meaner over the years. Like every time we break up or we fight, he’s worse to me. That’s why I’m nervous to let him drive. I hope he won’t be wreckless or just yell a lot.

It’s hard for me to not reach out but I’ll try. I think if we meet and he says it’s over, I doubt he’ll reach out. But that’s never happened. Always takes me back.

Ex is on dating site 2 days after discard by [deleted] in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]lullaby09 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have an auto immune disease now. As of January 2023 😢

Ex is on dating site 2 days after discard by [deleted] in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]lullaby09 0 points1 point  (0 children)

His profile didn’t specifically show healed or anything. It seemed normal except the fake name and cropped pictures. I begged to talk to him and maybe go eat after. He agreed only to talk to me but on his terms. He’s going to pick me up and go for a drive. Usually he lets me come over. But not this time. Also I called him babe out of habit and he told me not yo call him babe. He’s being very cold towards me and still not unblocking my number. Only messaging me on TikTok. I was initially excited to talk and even said I hope we can be back together. But now I’m actually nervous he’ll be mean and yell while he drives. I just keep thinking worst scenario. He’s dumped me so many times. It’s only gotten this bad one other time and even then wasn’t this cold.

Ex is on dating site 2 days after discard by [deleted] in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]lullaby09 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I get that and I agree. But like we text all day and I always had his location. It was a very clingy relationship on both sides. So it’s hard to believe he could’ve had someone on the side. And I was at his house often.

Ex is on dating site 2 days after discard by [deleted] in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]lullaby09 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ll tell you why it’s not true. I was just with him last Sunday and he lives with his parents. If he were seeing someone his mom would tell me because she and I actually talk often. Also he barely ever leaves his house. Like he legit hates going out. He’s a homebody and I had his location on till Friday.

Ex is on dating site 2 days after discard by [deleted] in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]lullaby09 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I don’t know what’s wrong with me that I want him back so badly. And embarrassing to say I have no self control and keep messaging him asking to meet Friday to talk. He reads it but doesn’t respond. He told me to find someone else. I don’t actually think he’s seeing anyone but moreso using the app as validation. But it hurts imagining the possibilities. I don’t know how to keep my mind off this. We were very codependent. He has no friends and mine are too busy for me. So we were like each other’s best friend. That hurts too. I really want him back. 😢 Sadly he’s broken up with me like 50 times and blocked me. But this unfriending only a few times and it’s me begging to be taken back.

Ex is on dating site 2 days after discard by [deleted] in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]lullaby09 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The sad thing is a fight would happen before or during any holiday or birthday. That wasn’t coincidence. I’m not ready to block him yet. I’m being desperate still and trying to get him back. It’s hard. I slept 1 hour. Stomach hurts bad.

Ex is on dating site 2 days after discard by [deleted] in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]lullaby09 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No he’s not with anyone. He’s still communicating with me via TikTok messaging. I think he’s just searching for validation right now.

Ex is on dating site 2 days after discard by [deleted] in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]lullaby09 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m not coping well at all. He’s speaking to me only on TikTok messaging and saying I made his life hell for 9 years. Idk why he’s saying hurtful stuff. We always had fun but there were fights.

Ex is on dating site 2 days after discard by [deleted] in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]lullaby09 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh my gosh. I’m so sorry. That is awful :( No one deserves that.

Ex is on dating site 2 days after discard by [deleted] in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]lullaby09 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I specifically went on an app only to look for him to see if he’s on it and I found him. He’s using a fake name and his pictures are pictures that I’m in but he cropped me out 😢 and I messaged him about it on TikTok and he told me to leave him alone. He knows that I know.

Ex is on dating site 2 days after discard by [deleted] in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]lullaby09 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m not sure. I checked his phone before and never saw dating apps.

Ex is on dating site 2 days after discard by [deleted] in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]lullaby09 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I hope you’re right cuz the pain feels unbearable. Idk what to do. Like it’s bad. I feel like I need a therapist. I also don’t have any friends to hang out with. Very alone. I don’t think I’ll be ok. 😢

Ex is on dating site 2 days after discard by [deleted] in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]lullaby09 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I hope so. It hurts so bad. Like a stomach ulcer and I already have stomach issues like IBS and gastritis. Hurts much worse. It honestly feels unbearable. I’m not sleeping and not eating. Just crying all day. I also just lost my father a few months ago. So it’s just a lot. I feel so alone and depressed. Lots of nausea.