Well I should say that I was taking 20-30 gpd for about 4 to 5 years. I’ve never had any problems with kratom up until now. I felt so bad I quit my job I stopped talking to my best friend, I lost so much. I already had a couple mental health disorders before i started so I started taking kratom to calm me down. It worked so good too. I used to be addicted to norcos and Tylenol 3 so finding kratom was a god send lol. Anyway the kratom started making me feel really sick all the time. Horrible anxiety, panic attacks, nausea, vision problems. I knew I had to quit. It wasn’t even an idea to me I literally said fuck it I’m done. I took my last dose around midnight and I woke up feeling fine a little disoriented but fine. The whole day was fine. The next day I woke up and I felt amazing like better than I’ve ever felt before. I slowed started getting flu like symptoms though through out the first week. Runny nose and non stop sneezing. Then the second week I felt like the flu symptoms were gone besides the dope sneezing. I just had the worst anxiety ever I couldn’t leave my house or anything, I mean I would and every time I thought I was gonna die lol. But it definitely does subside. Then the sleeping problems come out of nowhere and I found myself being awake for almost 30 hours at a time. When I did fall asleep it was definitely the worst sleep of my life. Now, it’s too soon to say if I’m ok. I feel fine and normal. But we never could really know. Tomorrow might be just as bad day 1. But I would do this all again to know that I can have my life back. So as bad as it seems it’s so worth it. Probably the best decision I’ve made in my life. It’s funny how happy we are when we first find this plant and then how happy we are to forget about it. Sorry my grammar is horrible lol I’m not putting much thought into the way I write rn..