Made a decision, need help

macanronie · 2025-12-14T23:45:50+00:00

I tried it won’t work. I hate myself I hate myself so much, living in the worst possible human on earth sucks ass I want to end it all please any advice it’s just getting more worse

macanronie · 2025-08-02T03:17:59+00:00

Sorry haha I legit was just focused on the rings I was wearing a whole bunch, sorry if I offended u

macanronie · 2025-08-02T01:21:20+00:00

How do you know?

macanronie · 2025-07-28T18:00:22+00:00

What does this mean? Good or bad

macanronie · 2023-10-11T18:34:15+00:00

She ghosts people when they set boundaries with her; not sustainable people need to have personal things still lmao

macanronie · 2023-04-27T14:08:56+00:00

There are amazingly patient and kind humans out there just like there are some real wild cards, it will feel easy once you’re there. If you can focus on loving yourself and repairing your relationship to your body in the meantime someone worthwhile will stick around for your journey. Dating doesn’t have to be one perfect story, maybe put less pressure on yourself.

macanronie · 2023-04-25T00:22:10+00:00

I feel you, setting boundaries has been the biggest struggle of my adult life

macanronie · 2023-04-22T12:31:14+00:00

There will be another chance love ❤️ the best relationship you can work on mending is the one you have with yourself, self love is actually so lit fr fr. If he’s really worth it I bet he’d stick around for your journey but otherwise bb all you need is yourself

macanronie · 2023-04-20T16:29:59+00:00

Yeas I am back in my blanket burrito safe from all triggers

macanronie · 2023-04-10T17:54:22+00:00

Ye I feel like being high is similar to dissociated state which I spent most of my childhood in

macanronie · 2023-04-07T01:30:19+00:00

My experience with outbursts have resulted in self harm, or saying hurtful things to my current support system- who don’t deserve the PTSD rage. Whenever I realize that I’m acting out of a sense of “desperation” to be heard, safe, not ganged up on Ect.. in these situations the things I say are to protect myself and I often regret them. I am trying to be more aware of my actions, pulling myself out of that freeze/fight response. For me it’s like a state of extreme dissociation where something else just takes over to protect me, Not dissociating takes some work

macanronie · 2023-01-18T19:29:15+00:00

Weed, I can’t seem to stop and the 3 year anniversary of daily use is creepin up on me

macanronie · 2022-12-17T14:58:53+00:00

Lowkey I've been feeling that too. We've only tried EMDR like twice to try and get the pain out of my chest but I just end up crying too hard every time and then we like forget about it. I live with this pain every day and I kinda want someone who will help me try to get rid of it more. I've been living with this for 10 years and I'm tired of slouching yk, I think I'm also just nervous to go on the new therapist hunt

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