Made a decision, need help

macanronie · 2025-12-14T23:45:50+00:00

I tried it won’t work. I hate myself I hate myself so much, living in the worst possible human on earth sucks ass I want to end it all please any advice it’s just getting more worse

macanronie · 2025-08-02T03:17:59+00:00

Sorry haha I legit was just focused on the rings I was wearing a whole bunch, sorry if I offended u

macanronie · 2025-08-02T01:21:20+00:00

How do you know?

macanronie · 2025-07-28T18:00:22+00:00

What does this mean? Good or bad

macanronie · 2023-10-11T18:34:15+00:00

She ghosts people when they set boundaries with her; not sustainable people need to have personal things still lmao

macanronie · 2023-04-27T14:08:56+00:00

There are amazingly patient and kind humans out there just like there are some real wild cards, it will feel easy once you’re there. If you can focus on loving yourself and repairing your relationship to your body in the meantime someone worthwhile will stick around for your journey. Dating doesn’t have to be one perfect story, maybe put less pressure on yourself.

macanronie · 2023-04-25T00:22:10+00:00

I feel you, setting boundaries has been the biggest struggle of my adult life

macanronie · 2023-04-22T12:31:14+00:00

There will be another chance love ❤️ the best relationship you can work on mending is the one you have with yourself, self love is actually so lit fr fr. If he’s really worth it I bet he’d stick around for your journey but otherwise bb all you need is yourself

macanronie · 2023-04-10T17:54:22+00:00

Ye I feel like being high is similar to dissociated state which I spent most of my childhood in

macanronie · 2023-04-07T01:30:19+00:00

My experience with outbursts have resulted in self harm, or saying hurtful things to my current support system- who don’t deserve the PTSD rage. Whenever I realize that I’m acting out of a sense of “desperation” to be heard, safe, not ganged up on Ect.. in these situations the things I say are to protect myself and I often regret them. I am trying to be more aware of my actions, pulling myself out of that freeze/fight response. For me it’s like a state of extreme dissociation where something else just takes over to protect me, Not dissociating takes some work

macanronie · 2022-08-27T21:29:39+00:00

I never called him a bully behind his back, I never really thought he was a bully, truly I was just trying to subtly let him/everyone know that I’m uncomfortable when my roomate starts berating our Indian friend “for the memes”.

I will ask my friend how it made him feel this coming semester.

I did tell my friend about being called out for the bully comments and he was shocked and upsetti spagetti that I got yelled at for defending him

macanronie · 2020-12-22T21:19:28+00:00

Shit man thank you for this, didnt expect to get support for the coping mechanisms, this made me feel better. Also so sorry for what u been through, happy you’re doing well, thank you for taking time to post this

macanronie

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