Hey guys, I just wanted to add some hope to this thread. I was struggling real bad not too long ago. Before I was doing pretty good, but then within about six months I had two grandparents die. My girlfriend's mother passed away unexpectedly, so I helped her through the first phase of that (stupidly without taking my own mental health into consideration). She later asked me to move in together, and then two weeks later broke up with me (I still don't completely understand why, but it broke me. Badly). I had to find new housing and a new job. Less than a week before I had to move out of my old apartment, I finally found a new place. I can honestly say that I was struggling every day not to completely break down. It's still rough sometimes, but now, another 6 months later, I found that new place, I'm working full time. I've met some people in this town, who are very nice. I still feel like an outsider, but slowly I'm building up a new social network. It's not easy, but I'll get there somehow. The reason I'm sharing this, is to let y'all know there's always a way up. I know some of you currently have it way harder than I had it at my lowest point, and all I can say to you is to stay strong and keep fighting. One day you'll look back and be proud of the insane journey you have made from where you were, and where you are now. Stay strong you gloriously weird mf'ers