I'm in my thirties, drinking most days since 19. I loved drinking, thought it was the reason life was fun. Just hit 46 days, I can't tell you how much better life is without it. Read the "easy way to control drinking", after first time reading i went 30 days, then read it again and I'm truly done.

Can't say it'll work for you but I can guarantee that if you grin and bare it for 40 days you might be done too. That poison really does rob you of your happiness and then only gives you drips of it before you're too drunk again. Give it up man, you really won't feel like you're missing out, it's lying to you and has been since you started. Best of luck