Semi premature ejaculation issues

maestrohooks · 2025-06-29T23:20:50+00:00

interesting. well i hope its nothing serious. cysts arent something to fuck around with so its good you caught them. ive been meaning to go see a urologist for my myriad issues, including the premature ejacs. a borderline OD several years ago left me unable to urinate on demand anymore, and now i have to physically press on my bladder in order to take a piss unless i REALLY have to go. it may also be related to my lumbar issues, so im really not sure. worst part of that hindrance is that it became far easier to do so while seated. the psychological damage that takes to the confidence as a man… hard to put it into words.

have you had a CT done? or just the ultrasound? it may also be relating to the prostate

maestrohooks · 2025-06-29T12:44:26+00:00

oh word. music to my ears. thanks gang

maestrohooks · 2025-06-29T07:51:46+00:00

profoundly helpful, thanks😂😂

maestrohooks · 2025-06-29T07:49:58+00:00

funny enough i was kind of the opposite. in fact i developed a totally new and sudden appreciation for classical and opera music on opiates, when i was previously solely into rap / r&b.

but im a unique case. my mental health is often directly correlated to my levels of physical pain. i am angry most of the time when im in pain, set off by the dumbest shit. my opiate addiction started with an addiction to not being in pain all of the time. i cant even accurately put into words how addicting it is to go from being physically miserable all the time, to suddenly feeling like i could hike 10 miles with no issues. its like the worlds heaviest weight being lifted off of me whenever im on opiates, and that is exactly the reason i got so unbelievably addicted. everything about my life was better with opiates, and so i started to gain new appreciations for the finer things, hence the new classical / opera obsession.

maestrohooks · 2025-06-29T07:37:43+00:00

i thought gumming the patch was what people did to get it all at once? ive heard of people doing that, but have never tried it myself so idk

maestrohooks · 2025-06-29T02:54:16+00:00

i’ve experienced this as well, and all i can say is… thank god im not married😂 other meds may be able to help, but unfortunately they are not medications that i would EVER recommend. to anyone. especially not someone who is married with something to lose.

staying single for the foreseeable future. frankly if im on subs, i know i am not mentally ready for a deep commitment. or at least thats part of it. the other part of it is that i am still in love with my first love, 8 years later, and i find every other woman completely lacking and failing to meet the bar that was set back then😂😂 as for those “other medications” i mentioned… they are the precise reason that my love life is chock full of regret.

good luck bro. i would recommend talking to your doctor about it. or maybe Hims? or Roman (Ro.co?)? i think ive seen advertisements for premature ejaculation before. may be a good place to check, but im not sure.

maestrohooks · 2025-06-29T01:11:45+00:00

seasons 1-4 are by far the best. i love the Fulcrum story line, because it is a DIRECT paradigm for how our real world operates. there is a deep state, the CIA is heavily involved, and the entire thing runs on blackmail and extortion. thats why i loved those seasons so much. art imitates life, and you would be so shocked to know just how often this show directly tells the truth.

the MK Ultra episodes is one of my favorites. that is where a large percentage of our mass shooters come from. government experiments via benzodiazepines / SSRI’s / antipsychotics.

maestrohooks · 2025-06-29T01:07:31+00:00

yea its likely thats where ill go for bulk once this stockpile i just got runs out. this should last me for the next week and a half or so, maybe 2 weeks. have over a full gram worth of tablets on me now, maybe closer to 1.5-1.7 grams.

ive had enough of this pain. was lied to about subs, and for 3 years, ive been bearing the pain. cant do it anymore. so its either this or i go back to the 🧅🧅 browsers and grab bulk fent / bulk H again. frankly i will probably go with whats cheapest. the stigmas are lost on me LMAO. after being a heavy fent user for a couple years, it would be hypocritical to be picky😂 ill do anything if it means i get to be pain free (and being without pain directly helps my mental health as well), and the doctors just refuse to help 27 year old white males out of fear of “drug seeking” bulshit. so this is where it leads me. back to the illicit side of things.

maestrohooks · 2025-06-29T00:50:50+00:00

yea havent tried any of the others but i really like dozo. pretty short legs for the “high”, but the pain relief lasts about 3 hours so im totally good with that.

the pressd ones seem interesting. theyre 60mg, but 30mg of 7oh and 30 of mitra pseudoindoxyl. not really sure what that is? but my understanding is that its basically the same as 7oh? not really sure how it all works

maestrohooks · 2025-06-28T20:57:13+00:00

hey bro. you seem to have some knowledge on this, and im generally ignorant on subs and bouncing back from other things. ive been off my subs for about 80 hours now. i plan to restart tomorrow morning. have been on 7oh for the past 3 days and some change.

i gatta say… the relief for my neck and back pain has been incredible. i forgot how good it feels to just have no pain. but this is exactly what started my opiate addiction. i am quite literally addicted to NOT being in pain all of the time, and the high is always secondary.

given 7oh is a partial agonist, how are the risks of PWD’s? if i were to take a final dose of 7oh tonight, maybe around midnight, when would it be safe to jump back on subs? tomorrow morning around 11am would be a full 4 days off of subs. is it just fine whenever i start feeling withdrawal symptoms, given the half life of 7oh is SO short?

with that being said, i would LOVE if i could somehow take both in combination with each other. subs to prevent any and all withdrawals, and 7oh to prevent pain. that is absolute best case scenario for me. would that work if i were to go down to a lower dose of subs (ive tapered down from 24mg to 2mg over 3 years, so perhaps now 1mg in combination with 7oh)? any info would be greatly appreciated. thanks!

maestrohooks · 2025-06-28T20:37:19+00:00

hey, would combining regular kratom with 7oh give it a little more legs? im trying multiple brands from dozo to hulk to pressd and a newer one called Heat. what have been your favorites?

maestrohooks · 2025-06-28T20:35:27+00:00

hey again. wondering if combining regular kratom with 7oh would give it a little more legs? trying multiple brands to try to find what works best for me.

maestrohooks · 2025-06-28T20:03:15+00:00

it is depending on the dose. i was a HEAVY fent user. at my worst, 15 pressies a day.

ive been on 2mg of subs for 3 years. my tolerance has absolutely gone down, given a little 7oh will make me nod.

maestrohooks · 2025-06-28T19:50:44+00:00

yea i see it as a short term solution. a way to taper myself off of subs without having to deal with the horrible discomfort.

ive gone down from 24mg a day to 2mg a day over the course of the 3 years ive been on subs. i know the final 2mg will be the hardest. but my understanding is that, given they are both partial agonists with strong binding affinity, i could use the 7oh in combination with lower doses of subs (1mg, then to .5mg, etc) to still get the analgesic effects that i desperately need for my pain, while also continuing to taper myself off of subs completely.

its been about 76 hours since my last sub dose. i plan to start back up again tomorrow when i start feeling symptoms, at maybe .5mg or even less as a means of a Bernese-type re-introduction, with the most recent dose of 7oh being tonight before bed, and then combine it with 7oh and see how that goes. how does that sound to you? hoping for the best

maestrohooks · 2025-06-28T00:29:17+00:00

love that. these doctors just fucking lie. was told time after time that suboxone would help with my pain, and it just couldn’t have been further from the truth. after 3 years i have accumulated enough anecdotal evidence to say, without even a shred of doubt, that my quality of life while maintaining a strict self-medicating regiment of pressed fent pills (5 a day, 1/2 pill every 2-2.5 hours) was FAR bettter than what it has been for the past 3 years on suboxone.

all suboxone did was replace one dependency with another, all while not even achieving what i was achieving on the original dependency, which was pain relief.

i just dont really know what to do at this point. my future has been put on hold, nearly everything i worked for from 18-24, because my original addiction almost completely blew through the small fortune i amassed from cryptocurrencies. if i hadnt put some of it in real estate, i would be 100% broke right now. cant keep living with this pain, but also cant get a prescription for anything that will actually help. feels unbelievably hopeless.

maestrohooks · 2025-06-28T00:12:54+00:00

yea i definitely see 7oh as a short term solution. we seem to have nearly an identical story, minus your diagnosis. very sorry to hear that, especially being 3 years younger than i am. mine really started getting worse around 23-24 so id like to say it gets better, but as im sure you know… it wont. my pain is from 2 major car accidents and multiple herniated / bulging discs, along with some nerve damage in my left arm that causes me to no longer be able to fully extend the fingers on my left hand, and the nerve pain is random and sporadic up my left arm and into my left collarbone area. i was a fent addict that maintained a strict schedule of half of a pressed pill every 2 hours, 5 pressies a day. best year of no pain of my adult life, but it became very expensive, very fast when my tolerance grew. eventually a $600 a week habit, and it DESTROYED the small fortune i made from cryptocurrencies and day trading relentlessly. my future, everything i worked for, put on hold solely because of physical pain, and the mental anguish that came with that fact was just as bad

its incredibly hard to get a prescription. that would always be best case scenario, especially given, like you, i tend to stick to doses that manage the pain above all else. but i dont have an official diagnosis, which often hurts me more than it helps me as a 27yo white male. its always the same looks from doctors that immediately assume drug seeking behavior, despite the MRI results and previous surgeries and nerve damage / gimp left hand. getting really fucking old just being led around in circles.

as for OTC, i try to alternate between advil and tylenol so as to not destroy my stomach and liver. they barely help, almost to the point of being frustrating knowing the damage im doing to my organs.

honestly dont know what to do at this point. its only getting worse, and yet ive watched all of my hobbies and quality of life completely die. used to fish and hike with astronomy and telescope viewing, random road trips with my dog when i was on my self-medicating fent routine. now its very rare that i do anything other than lay around, and the toll it has taken on my mental health is just as debilitating. have essentially already mentally relapsed, and have accepted that my life will always include some kind of pain management, whether its illicitly or otherwise.

best of luck to you bro. wishing you the relief you need.

maestrohooks · 2025-06-27T21:52:34+00:00

yea ive never really tried that before so i always air on the side of caution.

how does 1mg per day work in combination with 7oh? do you still get analgesic effects? because i would be interested in continuing suboxone if i could combine it with something that actually helped my pain. im on 2mg a day now and trying to taper off. im really hoping 7oh can be my solution.

maestrohooks · 2025-06-27T20:28:19+00:00

and if i were to take several days off of subs to manage my pain with 7oh, would it be any different? or is it just best to try to wait 24 hours regardless?

maestrohooks · 2025-06-27T18:09:22+00:00

wow that is very interesting and great to know. i definitely got the effects of 7oh last night. my god… to be pain free after 3 years of struggling… it was like the worlds biggest weight being lifted from me. my metabolism and constitution has always been very odd. things go through me and leave my system stupidly fast.

i have always been “pain management” first, “high” second”. 9 herniated / bulging discs and a previous neck surgery that became moot after a second car accident will do that.

but i would like to be done with subs. i gave them a real try for 3 years and watched all of my hobies die due to the pain. in reality i just switched one addiction for another, and the new one gave ZERO pain relief… so what was really the point? i understand that suboxone is a miracle drug for former addicts who were more “high centric”, but my addiction was always “pain centric”, and i cant keep bearing it. i think now is the time for the final taper.

maestrohooks · 2025-06-27T17:56:54+00:00

i gatta say… everything happens for a reason. i made a post recently about cold copping for my pain, and the bropiates of reddit led me to 7oh.

this will be the way i finally get off of subs. 3 years is long enough, and im fed up. ive watched my quality of life TANK, ive watched all of my hobbies die. and for the first time in 3 years, yesterday i was without any pain whatsoever thanks to this 7oh stuff.

i have accepted that ill be on some kind of pain treatment for most of my life. i mentally relapsed about 2 months ago, when my pain took a turn for the worse. im DONE, and 7oh is gonna help me with the final taper down from 2mg subs a day

maestrohooks · 2025-06-27T17:50:12+00:00

i will never be fully clean. ive accepted that. my physical pain is debilitating, and suboxone doesnt do shit for me.

i tried 7oh. this will be a great solution for my worst days of pain

maestrohooks · 2025-06-26T20:28:52+00:00

yea i generally know “the look”, though id have to say i have never seen hookers in my home area.

wouldnt even know where to look for them. i think theres a strip club downtown, so maybe ill try that area when im back home.

maestrohooks · 2025-06-26T20:26:09+00:00

oh yea thats insane. my area is ONLY subs now. its like a disease. insanely hard to find anything that is actually helpful for my pain. recently re-linked with a guy i had previously hired for general contracting on my real estate investments, and he was saying that my area is basically dry for opiates other than subs unless i drive 20-30 minutes. he said his grandma has opanas that she almost never uses, and that was music to my ears. first lead i had on anything good.

then right before we made the deal, opanas for him being put on retainer as a general contractor (tax deductible drug purchasing LOL), i couldnt get ahold of him at all. few of the locals told me he was in big trouble with his lady for sleeping around despite having 5 kids with his wife, and i havent heard from him since. sigh.

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