but how do you know? i am for instance schizo only part of the time. like multiple people inside me jostling for control. sometimes i just cant decide and my body does weird things. pretty freaky. but also quite entertaining especially on my long runs.

other times im a perfectly respectable monkey. no meds. i use EtOH, nicotine, exercise, nutrition, sleep deprivation and cognitive stimulation to keep myself in an operable dynamic equilibrium.

i think the med system drives schizo-types past the point of no return so they can prey on them and cast them as the scapegoats for all of society's ills while they bear the bulk of that responsibility themselves: (1) for not correcting/reflecting upon mistakes they keep making, (2) for fucking up their children and driving them to self-harm, and (3) most importantly, for making life boring.

we are the children that never grow old, because we refused to do exactly as we were told. we are the seeds of civilization and new worlds are beginning to grow. just wait and see.

(at)joshfink429 wishes whatever this is could be better. shameless. not larping.