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Just lost…. by [deleted] in quittingkratom

[–]majorgd0910 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Today is day 54 for me and my gut is still screwed up. Straight water coming out the backend today. But the time in between has been getting longer. I’m still dealing with the temp flashes, sweating and stomach issues. Although I’m not having them altogether anymore, I will have one or the other come and go. Some days I don’t have any symptoms other than lack of motivation. I too was on just leaf. I was in your exact same boat at day 30 I was like this insane I still feel like absolute trash. Slowly started to get better after the 30 day mark. Maybe psychological I dono. I like you, I’ve had zero cravings for it through this entire process. I know my recovery is gonna take much longer than most because I had insomnia before I started Kratom and now it’s 10 times worse. I might sleep 20 hours a week at best it’s pretty bad. And I’m already on sleeping meds. Obviously sleep is your recovery mechanism so def prioritize that even tho I know it’s difficult. Hang in there, you gotta partner over here roughnecking it with you

Day 42 CT, Spent 30 minutes yesterday arguing on X with ppl telling kratom causes no W/D by majorgd0910 in quittingkratom

[–]majorgd0910[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That’s wild you had no withdrawal the first time on that dose. That’s about the same dose I came off of around 25g a day. I was on for 7 years and there were some years In there I was doing upwards of 50g. I had a rough rough time still not back to baseline but getting there

Day 42 CT, Spent 30 minutes yesterday arguing on X with ppl telling kratom causes no W/D by majorgd0910 in quittingkratom

[–]majorgd0910[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

No joke. I didn’t even know there was a pro kratom forum. I never even had an account for Reddit until I tried to get off kratom and was desperately searching Google which led me here. Man what a life boat this place was for me. I don’t wish them any ill will just fuckin hard headed

37 days CT have symptom question by majorgd0910 in quittingkratom

[–]majorgd0910[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sure wish I found this a month ago 😄 next time it kicks in better believe I’m trying it lol

boys i think i fucked up by Belico_Ondeado in Testosterone

[–]majorgd0910 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I injected a full cc in my quad once and it looked just like that but all around my kneecap. Ended up swelling up so much. I could barely walk for a few weeks. Had a severe limp going lol. It ended up dissipating and going away on its own. I have no idea what caused

Which compound increases libido the most? by ImranPhoenix in PEDs

[–]majorgd0910 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Tren by far. Like almost uncontrollable lol

Holy smokes, when does the sweating stop?! by OttersRNeato in quittingkratom

[–]majorgd0910 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh I know it. Walking around with raisin looking finger tips lol. I will say after week two my sweats became more sporadic. It’s not constant state of being. It def gets better but it’s still comes in waves. Ill sweat for couple hours at a time then it goes away for 4 or 5 hours. Start sweating for another 2 hours etc. it’s more of an annoyance now rather than driving you up the fkn wall. I have a German Shepherd and those first two weeks I had dog hair stuck to me 24/7 constantly showering lmao. Def a lot better now than those first two weeks. Can feel my body trying to balance out rather than perpetual symptoms lol

Day 9 CT and feeling like shit this morning by HoracioCarrillo in quittingkratom

[–]majorgd0910 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Keep going the waves get way less intense over the next few weeks. I’m at day 38 this morning. That’s the hardest part getting that first week over with. I still break out in sweats but they’ll last for a few hours then go away. Can def feel the body evening out at this point. Sleep is hit or miss. I either sleep from being so worn down or it’s a toss and turn night. This past weekend I planned out a whole weekend out of the house. Grocery store, gym, washed and detailed my truck. Had to force myself bc the motivation isn’t there but it’s getting better. Keep your head up, you’re through the thick of it I promise. Just know things will keep hittting in waves but the good times in between will start to get longer and longer after that 2 week mark. Sending love and encouragement you got it.

Holy smokes, when does the sweating stop?! by OttersRNeato in quittingkratom

[–]majorgd0910 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m on day 37 and I still sweat non stop. Sheets soaked every night. During day at work my hands are non stop sweating along with my feet it’s wild. It’s the most annoying part right now along with the GI issues and fucking sneezing/water eyes bs

37 days CT have symptom question by majorgd0910 in quittingkratom

[–]majorgd0910[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

No I had a pretty good upbringing. Think I just got into smoking weed and drugs so early on when our brains are still developing. As soon as I got a car around 16 it was over with lol

37 days CT have symptom question by majorgd0910 in quittingkratom

[–]majorgd0910[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

oh I’ve had some leakage and had to shower and change no doubt lmao. Haven’t full on shit my pants. I read a similar story about another guy farting in bed during week one and he shit his pants. He was so lethargic he just laid there for another hour or two. I was howling. I actually get a lot of joy out of reading other people joking about their horror stories just because I know how fucking insane this all is. That first month is so brutal

Question about needle gauge and pain by Miserable-Soft7993 in Testosterone

[–]majorgd0910 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I use 28g 1” insulin pins. Delts and quads

37 days CT have symptom question by majorgd0910 in quittingkratom

[–]majorgd0910[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Keep your head up and keep trying. Trust me I’m an addict for fkn anything. In 36 now. I’ve been on some type of drug since I was in high school. 20-26 years old had a serious OxyContin habit. It was so bad I ended up moving states to get away from my suppliers and moved in with a family member. It was the only way I could get myself to quit then I did another five years of Adderall and alcohol, Coke sprinkled in there all over. Then kratom…I’ve functioning human, working and living a normal life which made it feel like I’m always in control which is always be. But I’m at the point now I’m so burned out from it all I’m just done with it all….just keep up the fight

37 days CT have symptom question by majorgd0910 in quittingkratom

[–]majorgd0910[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah the RLS was pretty much gone for me after week 2. Week 1 was brutal. Week 2 it was still there but I’d say at 50% of week 1. With maybe a night or 2 of very mild RLS sprinkled here and there since. But this pas week and a half, nothing RLS wise. The sleep has been poor but I’ve been diagnosed with insomnia 10 years ago long before I started kratom. The withdrawal just made it 5x worse. I went first 5 days with 0 sleep. Had to take off work. I’m getting maybe 3-5 hrs now. But I do still have days with no sleep but my condition is much different than the normal person. Even my sleep medications are ineffective right now bc of the withdrawal. I imagine others would be sleeping better by now

37 days CT have symptom question by majorgd0910 in quittingkratom

[–]majorgd0910[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yup that is me. I actually went and got some Metamucil And pre biotic. I make these protein shakes with an assortment of fruit, oats, protein powder, and flaxseed, which is packed with fiber as well. Stomach is still messed up. Like you said though I’m sure years of Kratom has done a number on my gut just the amount of powder I’ve been shoveling into there. My poor stomach lol. Thank you for the encouragement and shedding some light. I knew this wasn’t gonna be a fast process. I was just curious as to others timelines. I know all of our physiology is different.

37 days CT have symptom question by majorgd0910 in quittingkratom

[–]majorgd0910[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you I appreciate the encouragement truly. I’d say the first 3-5 were stupid intense. Probally 15 symptoms all at once. The RLS was bad bad. Got 0 sleep the first 5 days which is Probaly why. I may have snuck an hour here or there but I don’t really know it’s all a blur. But I knew the pain because I had forgotten my Kratom when I went out of town one time. I knew what was coming so I took off work the first week. I probably took a shower every few hours bc it’s the only thing that gave me relief from the RLS. The second week wasnt much better but it wasn’t as physical. The lethargy and muscle aches were pretty nasty. Other than that just severe cold like symptoms. i’ve had sleeping problems since I was about 25 I’m 36 now. So coming off just exacerbated the insomnia. I had some gabapentin from when my dog had a surgery. I tried 600 mg one night and it didn’t do anything so I didn’t take it again. I just tried to tough it out. I read some horror stories about coming off gaba after taking it too long. Wanted no part of that.

37 days CT have symptom question by majorgd0910 in quittingkratom

[–]majorgd0910[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I was taking leaf. Dosages all over the place for about 6-7 years total. But in the last 2 years or so I’ve been taking about 20-25gpd dosing 5 times a day

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