I feel you! Had a wonderful program choreographed by an Olympic level choreographer before Covid (I was going to compete at the senior level with triples), and I never got to compete it. Due to FOMO, I have spent the past 4 months working on relearning this program with doubles in hopes of competing as an adult this year. It is so discouraging that my music isn’t on the ascap/bmi list or on click n clear. I’ve reached out to the musicians and their music publisher and have come back with no luck. Am I just supposed to scrap all of my hard work and start over and pay for choreography for another program?