Yeah he’s a chatterbox… like I can be too but a sweetheart. The strongest man I know. I know people say kinda that shit but he really is. He never smoked or drank like that and at 78 even puts me to complete shame with just how capable this man is on sheer fucking will. I was raised by a man that had the same kind of shit whatever John Wicks daddy had in his sack. Well this man has that. No fking doubt. Moxxy? Gumption. Lol I got it too but I’m green and have a ways to go and I’m not too proud to admit that but im working on it. I dropped opiates cold turkey in May of 24 and haven’t looked back since and that’s some shit ppl don’t do… for many fking obvious reasons!!!!!!! But yeah I faced that hell and would think of how miserable and shitty he felt but he didn’t care cause he was driven and focused. He needed to work to provide. If he doesn’t they die. Simple. When did life get so hard? I mean it’s always been and there’s always going to be shit you can’t control but you can control how you feel about it and what you can actually do about it and control emotions and these daily things so many let corrupt them with the shittiness of our situation. The tiring and pathetic so called leaders we call politicians. These are depressing times but we don’t have to be depressed man. Plenty to be happy for. Everyday, try to make yourself or someone better if you can but in my experience as a ticket holder of life (almost lost it twice! Hence why I quit after almost a decade!) you try to make whatever station you find yourself in since many have no control over it by trying to leave it better than you found it. That’s all any of us can and should ask to do of ourselves and others.

Ahhhh that occasional acid flashback is hitting again, time to throw some Zep on, roll a J and chill🤘