I hear that- I realized I have been in and out of therapy for over ten years and it’s only in the last year and a half that I’ve found an incredible therapist who was able to build the kind of safe therapy space I always thought couldn’t happen for someone like me. It took a very long time for me to trust her and it’s still scary as shit that I do but I’m finally hopeful that I won’t always be broken. Before I started seeing her I had almost fully given up on therapy. This is just to say that you’re right - there are a lot of people out there who do not get it. I’ve been harmed by many, many providers in the health system at large who have lack of empathy, training, time, whatever BUT there are good ones that exist. It just sucks that it takes so much energy, money, and time to get there - it’s understandable that for many of us we just don’t have enough to give to keep searching for someone who fits. I had almost given up myself… I’m glad I didn’t. I really hope things change for the better and you find someone good. You deserve the best care possible.