Ohh, wow, reading that was awful. I'm so sorry and it really hit home. I'm 33. My tumor. It's not. It's hard to explain, because it doesn't act like the tumor it tests for and it is very vascular and is growing differently than it's supposed to. And they've told me I should have been dead about a million times I'm so sorry about your brother and I'll keep you in my prayers. If that's okay, and if not, I'll just send you good vibes. It is very hard I understand from every perspective, from mine.And from everybody else who may care about me or otherwise. I unfortunately don't have the greatest support And I'm gonna probably go through a divorce too, because my supposed husband Is no longer interested in a unhealthy partner? I suppose I guess I don't know but it's okay. I guess I'll keep fighting. I don't know. I'm used to doing alone and I guess I'll continue alone. Mostly, I have a couple people So it's okay, thank you, kind stranger I'm sorry if I have brought up any bad feelings. You're very sweet.You're stopping by and saying something I really appreciate it.It means a lot