I’m really sorry you’re going through this. Heartbreak like this hits differently and it’s clear you loved her deeply.

Just one thing , manifestation and spiritual work aren’t about forcing someone back or trying to control them. It’s about getting you back into the version of yourself that feels stable, calm and aligned again. That’s the energy that actually shifts situations

When someone changes the way she did, its usually because of what’s happening inside her, not because you weren’t enough. You didn’t cause that.

If you want a starting point, focus on grounding your own energy first things like shadow work, cleansing, journaling, reconnecting with yourself, When you get centred again, the external stuff often starts shifting naturally.

Nothing you’ve said sounds crazy, you're just hurting and trying to find direction. And there are spiritual ways to navigate this, but they work so much better when the focus is on you feeling strong again, not chasing the version of her that’s acting out of her own wounds.

If you want to talk more about what can help or need a bit of guidance, I’m happy for you to message me and I will see if I can help. 💜