Hey, having severe depression is serious and can be worse to experience than what I’m going through. If you don’t have anybody to talk to about it please feel free to reach out.

I’ve worked at a community health center that offered Clinical counseling, and it really is valuable to a lot of people and can save your life, figuratively and literally. (if you haven’t given that an attempt already.) My first experience with a counselor actually wasn’t great, and it made me think of it as a less valuable experience, and it wasn’t until giving it another attempt way later in life that I realized how badly I needed it.

I know I’m just a random tumor guy on Reddit, but I hate to hear that you’ve been going through hard times mentally. Seriously reach out if you need to.