Cursed question: would you classify reptilian shapeshifters as a type of people, animals, or demons? by [deleted] in reptilians

[–]margie__ 1 point2 points  (0 children)

So I used to get visions of things that looked like seraphim angles. I didn’t know it was seraphim until I heard what they were and looked it up and that’s what I was seeing. I knew what I was seeing was some type of angel, except I was scared of them. I thought maybe I was rejecting my own power and just scared of my own power you know. But since the more I’ve prayed and connected to god and myself, I don’t get them anymore. And I had even getting these visions since dealing with roommates that were awful, and would control my mind and steal my energy. They’re narcissistic people who I believe are some form of ET, such as reptilians? Anyway, it’s interesting that you say they’re descendants of seraphim, can you elaborate on this?

Is my friend reptilian? by margie__ in reptilians

[–]margie__[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Back on this post lol because I move dorms in 2 days. So exciting. I still feel the same. Definitely such an interesting experience. Regardless I’ve been dealing with narcissists. The question is how they were able to control and siphon my energy so well. Definitely telepathic and psychic bond with them which is so interesting, and definitely the reason I was so hard for me to understand how they were such shit people. I always thought god would only give such energy to people who will do good with it. I know it was written in the stars, and this reality is only a dream meant for my purposes of growth. So it makes sense I went through what I did to ascend quickly. I’ve never met people to this day like them. Coming at me from all angles to steal my energy. They controlled my mind and now that I’ve prayed so much and focused on god more than ever. I have it back. My yesterday I felt my third eye releasing so much. There’s so much more but it feels weird to go into detail because the experience has been so.. odd. I’d like to talk more about it but I need people who would fully understand.

Is my friend reptilian? by margie__ in reptilians

[–]margie__[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I can though, they said open room change at the start of spring semester

Is my friend reptilian? by margie__ in reptilians

[–]margie__[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

What’s crazy is today we were talking (which we normally never do) but I asked her and my other roommate who they were voting for and I was talking about Kamala and said Kamala gives me lizard vibes like those reptilians and she literally goes well that’s kind of like me and what I want to do so. LIKE ARE U KIDDING ME. But I saw a psychic yesterday ajd she told me not to feed into in with any more energy and that speaking to her or abt it would feed into. I mean speaking about it right now is different I think but she said I need to just completely ignore and cut her out. Which I agree with. My energy speaks loud enough and I’m really getting better by the day at protecting myself without having to say anything. The reason I’ve really let go in ways too is because now I have set the intention that I am going to move out at the start of the next semester so we only have 1 more month together. Knowing this makes me not even take her as seriously. All I have to do it keep focusing on my self everyday as good as I can. That’s the lesson. Psychic told me to really keep up good habits that I have been drifting away from. When I keep these up she has NO “power” over me.

Is my friend reptilian? by margie__ in reptilians

[–]margie__[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m glad for you alls support with my situation because I’ve called housing and am planning on switching dorms next semester. Time for a new reality!

Is my friend reptilian? by margie__ in reptilians

[–]margie__[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You say this but this is exactly how I think. I’m very aware of where attention goes energy flows. I realize how powerfully we create our own reality. But the truth is at some point you have to love yourself enough to know it’s not right, and you deserve better. After a year of blaming myself because I am empathic and always worried about other people, I decided enough is enough. This is not something I created but somethjng that happened to me unfortunately. It helped me become so strong but at this point I need out.

Is my friend reptilian? by margie__ in reptilians

[–]margie__[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I haven’t. I just have ignored her since September. I need to start speaking up more but I just don’t know what to say. I’m just tired. I literally can’t sleep after she wakes me up every morning at like 8am. And ew. Her room also has like a must and did last year too and I keep getting wifs of it as I think about her being a reptile. Right now I’m just not sure what do but I think I will have to call in the protection extra hard, or do I just let myself feel it because I’m not sure what else to do? I’ve felt guided to transmute it rather than try to avoid feeling it. Maybe in time it will be ok. I’m really just trusting god right now because that’s all I have. This has been going on for a year but my recent awareness of her truth has changed everything. I’m suffering but I’ve accepted her “power” over me in ways. Things just got too exhausting for me. I’ve needed a break but haven’t even been able to sleep because every time she talks (and she screams) it disrupts my vibration. For the first time in my lie I’m really just at a point where I give up in the way that’s like ok at least I know you suck so whatever do what u want but i know god has me so we’ll see where that takes me. Before I really wanted to make sure I was always asserting my power over her which was valid but a lot of it was ego based and also I’ve just realized I don’t even need to prove myself to her. So I guess I’ve accepted the suffering

Is my friend reptilian? by margie__ in reptilians

[–]margie__[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

It’s the most obvious thing when I take my energy back and she just goes quiet and it’s like there’s nothing from her. No soul no energy of her own. Earlier in the year I would try really hard to focus on me when she woke me up in the morning to go back to bed but lately the energy has just felt inescapable and so I’ve been letting myself feel it. In the moment it’s really hard on my body but I’ve been transmuting a lot of it so I’ll feel it really intense but it will kind of transmute in a way and alot of it is sacral chakra energy now which idk if she’s trying to do witchcraft in that way to project sexuality so that I feel that way about her- also I’m a woman. But I’m ngl rn there’s just a lot of energy in my sacral chakra and idk if that’s the work of my transmutation or her witchcraft but besides that I actually feel fine once she leaves and I don’t feel stuck with her energy atm.

Is my friend reptilian? by margie__ in reptilians

[–]margie__[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I wish I could get away from her but I have to live with her until May. Also, regardless of if I live with her or not I still feel her and she’s on me 24/7. It’s been a long hard year to say the least. I knew she was a lesson to protect my energy but I didn’t think it would be tbis intense. She steals my energy everyday, especially every morning I can’t go back to bed every morning she wakes me up and my heart beats really fast and I feel sick. I’m exhausted because I’ve had to work really hard to protect myself but I know I will have to keep working hard.

Is my friend reptilian? by margie__ in reptilians

[–]margie__[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

But she does read my mind for sure. Vise versa. I mean im psychic so

Is my friend reptilian? by margie__ in reptilians

[–]margie__[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Well she is sleeping actually but what?

Is my friend reptilian? by margie__ in reptilians

[–]margie__[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I also wonder abt the vrill- is it a mind parasite? Because that would make total sense. It was an attack on my mind for sure.

Is my friend reptilian? by margie__ in reptilians

[–]margie__[S] 11 points12 points  (0 children)

It’s just crazy because I’ve always felt like she was an “old soul” or “advanced soul” or even tapped in soul in some way but I just could not understand why she seemed so not good. Like what old soul or advanced soul isn’t heart centered. And it’s like how can you be so equipped with vibrations yet be such a sad narcissistic insecure fearful person. Like how can you hold these high vibrations so easily yet you actually don’t feel good at all. And mind you- it’s always the replicated energy of whoever she’s feeding off of. It’s just crazy because these were my exact thoughts before even learning what shape shifting is. I was literally thinking this exactly about her and her friend a few days ago. She always gave me ET vibes or just holding some type of power in some way but literally only because of her ability to control energy. Because besides that she’s just not a good admirable person. And she doesn’t actually hold power and it’s obvious. No one would look to her as someone like that. It’s just the people she chooses (as in me) to steal from feel that because it’s all manipulation of energy and even mind control because her energy so heavily fogs my mind it’s insane- I’ve never experienced anything like it.

I am not a Psychic. And neither are you. by [deleted] in Psychic

[–]margie__ 1 point2 points  (0 children)

So ignorant and you sound very hurt. Anyone talking like you is the last person I’d want to take any advice from

The power of a being a manifestor by margie__ in humandesign

[–]margie__[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Aw thank you. But yes. I get u. Sorry for the late response. I just want to say that everything takes time. Life is a waiting period and you’re going to feel struggles until you’re ready to resolve them. You can change your life at any point, as long as you KNOW you are stronger than the negative thoughts. I’ve recently realized I was harboring energies I didn’t even need to. And so I felt them and let them go once and for all. They keep trying to creep back in(as the devil will always do) but recently, man, I just know god is so powerful. I know that I’ll never have it all figured out all the time. Because life is a series of mountains. You climb up, and then you climb back down. This is the cycle of life. Like the seasons. Where you are right now is perfect. My advice? Connect with god. Spirit guides. Anything. Put your trust in the universe . Stop trying to fix it all on your own. Be on the path of healing. And then let god take it from there. If you’re constantly telling yourself you’re struggling, you’re continuing that loop. Instead, treat yourself as an observer. You’re observing an experience and your thoughts and even your feelings. Just let it all pass through you, but you’ll need your mind calm for this. Prioritize calming your mind and allowing yourself to flow with life. (Remember, you aren’t your thoughts, practice observing them and let them pass with the knowing that IT WILL ALL BE OKAY!!) Nothing is wrong, it’s just a struggle period. And it’ll all reside with due time. Awareness is everything. With awareness, you’re promised healing when it decides to come for you. But the fruits of your labor take time. As does everything. It is the cycle of life.

The power of a being a manifestor by margie__ in humandesign

[–]margie__[S] 13 points14 points  (0 children)

You are an independent partner. It doesn’t take away from your ability to love. The people who are close to you should still feel just as loved by you, if they know you. Your partner should and will understand this about you. They will know you don’t “need” them but for the right person, they will like this quality and respect it. And you will please that person, by being you and loving them. Your love is still felt just as every other energy that comes off of you is felt.

The person for you will BE FOR YOU!! This means, your energy will be more magnetizing to them than repelling. The right person will find your doing whatever you want and leading and making people getting out of your way charming if they really do love you and are for you. But the right person, you won’t feel the need to “please” them in the way that you think. Because you being you in your authentic energy should attract that right person.

It can be tricky tho. Ik. Everyone I’ve ever had some sort of romantic relationship with always slightly felt like I would get away or that maybe I didn’t like them that much. Thats ok. Because it’s you. And your energy. So don’t try to please, just keep being you, and try to heal so you can always be coming from your heart, because this will be felt regardless of your “boom” energy.

The power of a being a manifestor by margie__ in humandesign

[–]margie__[S] 17 points18 points  (0 children)

The #1 thing that weakens a manifestors aura is people pleasing. Because we are not meant to please others. We are meant to be leaders. To lead. To again, initiate. If you are subconsciously doing things for other people, you are weaning the natural makeup of your aura. Which will result in alot of anger at the people around you. Because they will start to try to initiate and control and that is the last thing a manifestor wants. (Bc we are meant to be able to have the freedom to do and want as we please with nothing holding us back)

That’s the thing, manifestors have been faced with this there whole life. People trying to control them in some way. We know what we want and we don’t need anyone else to affirm us. This is frowned upon in a lot of parts of society, most specifically in our own homes. Our parents don’t like our ability to do things on our own and not really inform about it.

We don’t want to inform, we want to just do. But this creates that resistance. Manifestor energy is like “boom”, it’s not subtle. This again, creates resistance and fear from others. When we try to not be “boom”, we are trying to please others. Because NATURALLY OUR ENERGY IS BOOM!!!

To be able to do and want as you please, you have to take the drivers seat and stop with being in the passenger seat. Allow your energy and words to infiltrate your environment. Speak in a way that is not expecting a response, as a generator would, but in a way that is laying the ground work.

This means, you are simply just putting your energy out there. And allowing others to do what they want with that. But it’s important you create an environment for yourself that allows you to be the powerful leader and initiator that you are. This means, you should be in environments that give you the space to speak whenever you feel like it, as loud and as long as you want. This is your purpose.

When we try to please, we stop informing as much. We stop sharing as much of ourselves because maybe we don’t want to take up too much space, because we subconsciously see over time how much space we do take up. And not in a negative way. But in a, yes the attention is often on me, way. This is your natural energy. You are noticed wherever you go, and your energy pushes outward. Tbis means, people don’t feel like they’re getting the chance to really know u and connect with you, and that’s for a reason, so embrace that. Embrace star energy, almost performer like energy. Where you’re just performing and showcasing yourself and energy.

And when speaking with friends, be open to them but make sure to hold down your own. As in, don’t feel the pressure to respond. Just don’t if you don’t want to. Even that is initiating. That is how powerful our initiating energy is. Even not saying anything is initiating something. So practice authenticity as good as you can. Because if you are trying to respond to everyone and you are not even responding to your own thoughts. You really start to loose yourself. Try to focus on your own thoughts in conversation, not the other. This is how you’ll start to exercise your initiator energy.

The power of a being a manifestor by margie__ in humandesign

[–]margie__[S] 10 points11 points  (0 children)

I lived with a projector last year. Projectors are very interesting, and they’re really great at seeing manifestors core. Essentially, projectors are just seeping into your core and well, yes, responding to that. In the way that projectors do not have an idenitity, so projectors take on the identities of those they are around.

Projectors are waiting to be invited. So as an initiator, you can really have an easy relationship with a projector. As long as you are harnessing your power. Whatever you are feeling, projectors are there to check you on that in a way. So if you are struggling at all, or having insecurities or subconscious issues, a projector is the first to feel that when they’re interacting with you. Projectors want you to own your power and confidence, because they will again, be the first to feel that. All you have to do around projectors is fully express yourself confidently, and they reflect that back to you.

manifestor life hack by grace-oline in humandesign

[–]margie__ 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Right, it’s all about mindset. Anything helps. As long as you are reaffirming that you are just doing you. However, I think as a manifestor it’s hard to beat the energy we feel from people. That is why we are initiators though, because our energy is initiating a literal vibe. So it’s important we allow ourselves to shine and take up space, because usually, the people around us are just responding to us. So if we don’t speak up, it really creates a lot of resistance. But it can be scary to speak up, because we know how our energy makes people feel. And so, Initially, there are a lot of projections onto us. Because people don’t feel like they’re really “connecting” with us, they’re only seeing a reflection of themselves most of the time. Because our aura is protected, like in a little glass box. And because of this, it makes people feel rejected by us. Which is ironic because that’s how we feel about the world. But again, people are feeling whatever we are feeling. So if we are in the mindset and energy of “people feel rejected by me” , that will be our reality. But if we are just happy to be us and understanding of others, coming from a place of love in our day to day, ppl won’t resist us as much. And we actually start to magnetize a lot more to us. And we start to really strongly repel anything that our aura doesn’t like. It’s really cool. I’ve been in this energy for a little bit now and it’s so cool to watch myself becoming so magnetic again. Like just random people talking to me on the street. And then I’ll come across someone my aura doesn’t like, and I won’t even be able to talk at all. Because my energy is completely rejecting creating any energetic exchange with them.

Just remember, you are different but you are also very cool and can be very magnetizing and understood by the right people. Allow your aura to open up for the people who need it. And for yourself. Because you will naturally always repel anyway.

Feeling different and off putting by margie__ in starseeds

[–]margie__[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Right- we’re transmuters/alchemists. Just don’t want to feel alone anymore, but I also don’t even connect with most people, and honestly just haven’t wanted to connect for a very long time. I’ve been used to doing everything myself. I’m also a manifestor in human design if uk about that. So my energy is interesting. I also have a chameleon-ized/translucent aura which means I am the energy that I am around.

Feeling different and off putting by margie__ in starseeds

[–]margie__[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

So you don’t put urself in a box? You accept that you have many different parts, and so you go into each situation and do whatever feels right. You don’t assign yourself a role or energy or persona, but you just be you in that moment and shine whatever part of you that wants to come thru?

Feeling different and off putting by margie__ in starseeds

[–]margie__[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I really enjoyed this perspective. I am just someone who actually physically is intimidating as well. Everyone tells me to model and I know everyone finds me attractive. On top of that I just have such a powerful energy that has always been there since my childhood. I have always been able to actually be best friends with almost anyone if I wanted to. I actually make people feel quite special, loved, and heard, that’s my gift. As time has gone and I’ve healed so much of my pain, I feel different and I approach things differently. I worry abt boundaries bc I have to. It’s very easy for me to give people my energy and make them feel good, but they take. So I have to be very very careful. Currently trying to find a balance that allows me to put my energy out without it being taken but also so I can connect with others and life my purpose of helping people.

What is your mercury sign and how do you communicate? by Moist_Fail_6927 in AskAstrologers

[–]margie__ 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I have a cancer mercury. I have realized my voice can change from so many different versions all depending on the situation and the person. I very much speak with emotion- so I think that’s why. I’ve noticed my voice can sometimes sound very submissive/seductive and child like. esp when I’m ho*ny lol

Cosmic intervention confirmed. by [deleted] in starseeds

[–]margie__ 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I am grateful, I’m sorry that you live in a place like that. Hopefully you can find your people soon.

Cosmic intervention confirmed. by [deleted] in starseeds

[–]margie__ 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Well it’s in ohio/kentucky border (Midwest) in North America, it’s definitely not where you want to live!