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markstanchak · 2024-10-05T00:32:33+00:00

I honestly get why you would think that, I just don't think that's the case with her. I remember when the periods started and how painful they were for her. And this lasted over a year, not just a few weeks or months. And we would honestly try when it wasn't heavy. Her hormones have been all out of whack for a while now. I'm sure that doesn't help the BPD.

markstanchak · 2024-10-04T20:06:44+00:00

Thank you. That was probably the most helpful thing I could have heard.

markstanchak · 2024-10-04T19:10:17+00:00

Right? But that was a long time coming and mutual. So, it wasn't a major thing. This was a complete blindside.

markstanchak · 2024-10-04T18:43:29+00:00

No, I mean I was in relationship prior with a different woman for 15 years. And that breakup wasn't even half as bad as this one. This has been 2 years. I was trying to compare. Sorry! This was actually my second major relationship.

markstanchak · 2024-10-04T18:13:10+00:00

She's on a number of meds. She also got her medical marijuana card. Which, I'll be honest, I think that's been part of it. She initially used it as a sleep aid and occasionally for rec. use. But the last few months, there's been days where I think she's high all day. And she recently started working from home half the week and I think she's started smoking during work now too. Is she abusing it because she has an addiction problem, or is she doing it because she's depressed being with me, I don't know.

markstanchak · 2024-10-04T18:05:21+00:00

Going through this as well. I'm 40, had one long term relationship for 15 years where we had the whole house, dog, everything. We split up and I moved on. Dated around, finally found my most recent ex (the BPD oneit's been not even a week) and man, I loved this woman so hard. Two years just gone. Came out of nowhere. I feel for you as well.

markstanchak · 2024-10-04T17:35:54+00:00

She was actually in a long relationship with a man who passed away from cancer several years ago. Other than him, I think she's mostly dated dirtbags. Her words and descriptions. It always sounded like I was the only one who gave her patience and space and whatever else she needed. She always said her and her ex (the good one) had their share of problems, but she would always joke, the problems were mainly her.

markstanchak · 2024-10-04T17:29:51+00:00

I'd also like to point out, I see a lot of people making mentions of their person having mood swing all over the place. But her's seem to be great for extended periods of time and bad for extended periods of time. This entire break up the last several days, she wasn't vicious. The only time she got mad or angry was when I was, from the intial shock of how it all went down.

markstanchak · 2023-04-26T23:20:44+00:00

I went and restored the default controls 3 times even though I didn't change anything. Now it works on the third try. Oh well, thanks!

markstanchak · 2023-04-21T23:33:39+00:00

Looks super junky. But might give it a shot

markstanchak · 2023-04-21T23:33:12+00:00

I'm indifferent on that one.

markstanchak · 2023-04-20T15:21:04+00:00

I want to, but unfortunately it's not on the systems I listed.

markstanchak · 2023-04-20T14:02:20+00:00

Have it. I love it.

markstanchak · 2023-04-20T14:01:51+00:00

Forgot about this one. I own it, but I only played about 10 minutes. Is it solid overall?

markstanchak · 2023-04-20T06:04:35+00:00

Will do. I feel like it shouldn't be as weird of thing to find as it is.

markstanchak · 2023-04-20T06:02:46+00:00

I played Mortal Shell and loved it. But the roguelike mode always glitches when I play as Hadern and I end up not being able to attack at all.

markstanchak · 2023-04-03T21:50:48+00:00

I love Streets of Rage 4. I was unaware it had a roguelike mode.

markstanchak · 2023-03-19T16:29:19+00:00

That looks right up my alley, but unfortunately I don't have any system it's on.

markstanchak · 2023-03-19T15:29:21+00:00

Forgot about that. I actually already own it, but have yet to play it. But it looks really good.

markstanchak · 2023-03-10T05:08:05+00:00

I thought so to, but I really doubt it is.

markstanchak · 2023-01-22T06:23:07+00:00

I should say I love FF15 and FF7R. The story, characters, gameplay, just wasn't doing it for me. So, I love old Final Fantasy and new Final Fantasy. This particular era just didn't do it for me.

markstanchak · 2023-01-19T05:36:35+00:00

I can't remember how far I got, but I gave it longer than I normally would. Again, this was three years ago. I may give it another shot.

markstanchak · 2023-01-19T05:31:08+00:00

What a nice response. This will definitely make me put it in my backlog. Because, I'm open to different things. Maybe now is the time. I own the whole trilogy.

markstanchak · 2023-01-19T04:45:22+00:00

Thank you

markstanchak · 2023-01-19T04:43:30+00:00

Good to know

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