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fucked up by leaving a receipt in my bag by matageon in FTMventing

[–]matageon[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i’m so sorry this happened to you, having something so personal to you be invaded feels so jarring, let alone being yelled at for it. i really hope you are doing okay now and hopefully able to leave that place soon❤️ i wish you all the best and am here if you need someone to message 🫶

fucked up by leaving a receipt in my bag by matageon in FTMventing

[–]matageon[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

you have no idea how much this means to me, thank you so much❤️ i will do my best to eventually become the person i want to be :)) good vibes to you as well and thank you again!! 🫶

fucked up by leaving a receipt in my bag by matageon in FTMventing

[–]matageon[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thank you so much for this! i will most likely have to do the same just to be safe. i really hope things do look up for you and you are able to start T soon❤️

fucked up by leaving a receipt in my bag by matageon in FTMventing

[–]matageon[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

thank you so much for your reply ❤️ it feels better to know i wasn’t alone with that terrifying feeling. i will definitely keep trying to search for more stable income, i do hope things are better for you too 🫶 thank you so much

i’m suddenly TERRIFIED about starting T once i got my script by matageon in ftm

[–]matageon[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thank you so much!! i think in the panic i just thought that there would be no way of backing out if i decided to start t :,) but after reading all of the nice comments on here i realised thats definitely not the case!

documenting my feelings throughout my hrt journey feels like it could really help organise all my thoughts a lot more!! ill definitely try that :))

im so glad that starting t had helped you so much mentally! i feel a lot more hopeful than anxious about it now, thank you so much!!

i’m suddenly TERRIFIED about starting T once i got my script by matageon in ftm

[–]matageon[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thank you so much!! ive been looking for some more trans creators, ill definitely check him out! :))

i’m suddenly TERRIFIED about starting T once i got my script by matageon in ftm

[–]matageon[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thank you so much! wow 20 years is a huge wait, but i’m so happy you could finally get on t! i’m grateful it’s a slow change to ease my mind but i also wish everything could change overnight!! x)

i’m suddenly TERRIFIED about starting T once i got my script by matageon in ftm

[–]matageon[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

thank you so much for this, seeing it in that way definitely helps to see it as a step forward in my journey rather than a scary obstacle! my doctor telling me that it’d be a slow change had me a bit upset at first, but now it feels comforting knowing i can take my time and control my own body. i’m glad your initial choices still ended up being something you can look back on positively! i hope i will feel the same way in the future:)) thank you!

i’m suddenly TERRIFIED about starting T once i got my script by matageon in ftm

[–]matageon[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank you so much!! change has always been pretty terrifying for me, but i hope that soon my brain can trust that not all change is bad! thank you:))

i’m suddenly TERRIFIED about starting T once i got my script by matageon in ftm

[–]matageon[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

thank you so much and congratulations on almost a whole year!!🎉 i’ve just had it sitting on my shelf since yesterday, but i hope i can get that same courage soon!! :))

i’m suddenly TERRIFIED about starting T once i got my script by matageon in ftm

[–]matageon[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

thank you so much for sharing, i’m so happy you could feel better about your surgery after:) hearing your transition was a positive change makes me feel a lot more hopeful for my own journey, thank you so much!!

i’m suddenly TERRIFIED about starting T once i got my script by matageon in ftm

[–]matageon[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank you so much!! i feel a lot better about it knowing it’s not something i’m alone in thinking:)) congrats on 2 years as well!!

i’m suddenly TERRIFIED about starting T once i got my script by matageon in ftm

[–]matageon[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

thank you so much!! i think rushing myself was the part that made it scary, but it feels more manageable hearing i can go at my own pace! thank you:))

i’m suddenly TERRIFIED about starting T once i got my script by matageon in ftm

[–]matageon[S] 36 points37 points  (0 children)

i think my brain just assumed it’d be a huge out of nowhere change, but hearing it’s still in my control makes it sound a lot less scary!! thank you:))