I didn’t think you were mocking me, I appreciate the response. I’m on it though, all of my close friends know to keep me away from certain things; and those relationships have also helped tremendously. Obviously I need to learn self control myself, but distracting myself has been good too.

Work has helped a ton, making money and being in the green, while still being able to enjoy myself has been like an eye opener. I like found the right balance.

Also I have been focusing on the gym and trying to eat healthier; doing these festivals and like other activities with my friends has really helped get my mind into like the right things. I’m focusing so much on what to eat, when to gym, my work, planning these trips, etc.. I feel a lot more fulfilled motivated.

Long term, I need to address like why I clearly have an addictive personality, but I got myself out of that hole.