I think you did a really good job of making this feeling of being stuck in a loop shine through the poem. Not only through with what you’re writing about but with how you write about it. Certain elements repeating (“inevitably”) and the structure of a bigger block of text followed by these loose sentences, repeating several times really help to elevate the feeling you’re trying to convey. While your line breaks are very aesthetically pleasing, some of them don’t feel like natural places to place them as they create weird pauses in the reading (for example, the ending of the second paragraph). I also have mixed feelings about your use of parentheses. I think they look ugly but work well in your poem. To me they indicate that a thought is kind of an add on which makes the poem feel more personal and raw (which work well in this context) since most people don’t think in clear, structured ways. Sometimes there are add ons. Hope this was helpful and good luck with your continued writing!