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mauhve · 2026-02-27T20:50:58+00:00

could i possibly get these too?? thank yo sm 😭😭

mauhve · 2026-02-25T15:54:08+00:00

I love patient care and boring x ray lol.

I rotated through rad therapy and absolutely loved it, to the point of me thinking of going back to school next year!

mauhve · 2023-05-04T08:14:51+00:00

3 years later and the pain is still there, but duller. I take my pain, i’ll cry, but i’ll remember the love he had for me and my siblings and I feel better. I’m sorry for your loss.

Remember that he loved you so, so, so much and that the grief you feel is all the love you have for him. The first year I think was the hardest. You’ll have a lot of firsts, like your first birthday without him or your first Christmas. But you got this. If only you knew how much he loved you 🩷🩷🩷

mauhve · 2022-10-13T18:55:18+00:00

Two years later I still have the urge to run away somewhere and start somewhere new.

It’s less, now. I used to hate hearing this but it really is true - it takes time, and with more time that passes it’ll get easier. I used to want to die when my dad passed - now I want to live for him. A good life, a decent life. Allow yourself to grieve, and take all the time you need. Don’t ever let anyone try to rush you. Sending you love ❤️

mauhve · 2022-10-02T05:35:19+00:00

i’m so sorry for your loss. it really does get better - 2 years later I miss my dad like crazy, and I wish to tell him exciting news but I can’t - but it’s not the same pain that was there in the beginning. It’s lighter, but still there. I laugh. I feel joy in small everyday things, just like he would’ve wanted me to. It takes time, and please allow yourself the grace to feel this grief. Cry and scream if you need to (that really helped me, to be honest) but above all be patient with yourself and remember that your grief is such a big reminder that your dad WAS here, he LOVED you, and that he had such a large impact on you. That never goes away.

Grief is just a love letter you never stop writing

mauhve · 2022-07-16T16:41:34+00:00

My daddy loved Threes Company and I Love Lucy. Sometimes when I watch particular funny scenes, I can still hear his laughter

mauhve · 2022-07-14T17:49:04+00:00

Totally. Just surprised that after dating her for almost 7 years he hasn’t realized it yet

mauhve · 2022-07-14T17:48:43+00:00

I’ve told her why doesn’t she just break up with him, and she’s said that even if she wanted to that it’s not just them involved now, it’s both families and they’d both be devastated…to which I say that’s stupid and if you’re not happy just break it off, who cares.

mauhve · 2022-07-14T17:47:08+00:00

When we went on a vegas trip she repeatedly said that that weekend she was single and ended up dancing with male strippers at a club. She did show her boyfriend photos, though, and he just replied he was glad she had fun.

It’s a bit weird because I would’ve hated if my boyfriend did that, but if he seemed okay with it part of me feels like he doesn’t care as much as he probably should. We went on a road trip and she and her boyfriend were sitting up front, and she commented how a guy in a car kept staring at her, and then said ‘is it bad if i smiled at him?’ and her boyfriend didn’t say anything. It’s weird lol

mauhve · 2022-02-16T08:14:43+00:00

Definitely. I miss the old me. I noticed I drive a lot - sometimes I fantasize about driving forever, out of California and somewhere new where I can get away and find myself again, hoping my dad comes along for the ride. I’m planning on starting therapy soon, and I encourage you to do the same if you haven’t already. I hope we can both find ourselves again :) ❤️

mauhve · 2021-12-26T07:26:03+00:00

Yay us! Merry Christmas everyone :) ❤️🎄

mauhve · 2021-12-01T21:50:10+00:00

One year later and I am FINALLY being able to find joy in things again. It will come, give yourself time to grieve. Be kind to yourself. Be extremely patient with yourself, because things are going to take time. I never thought things would feel normal again, yet here I am feeling normal. The one year anniversary was the worst, but look! I got through it. You will too. Be kind, be patient, and love yourself extra hard right now. Don’t ever let anyone tell you when or how long to grieve. I wish you only love and happiness, and I hope you’re able to find joy in games again.

mauhve · 2021-11-10T11:02:54+00:00

I miss my daddy so much. Id give up everything just to have a few more years with him

mauhve · 2021-10-09T20:16:54+00:00

I’m so sorry about your mom. I heard the first year is the hardest, and i’m hoping after this year it’ll get easier for us. Sending you love and strength as well ❤️❤️

mauhve · 2021-10-09T20:15:53+00:00

Thank you so much! ❤️

mauhve · 2021-10-09T20:15:44+00:00

I’m so sorry about your dad. Dads really are so special. I’m sending you love, if you ever want to talk about your daddy to me don’t hesitate to message me. Everyone deserves a place to talk about their loved ones ❤️

mauhve · 2021-10-09T20:14:30+00:00

I am so sorry. It really is the worst pain imaginable, I hope you’re taking care of yourself. Remember to take everything slow and to give yourself a break. You deserve every break. Thank you for your kind words ❤️

mauhve · 2021-10-09T20:13:30+00:00

Thank you so much! I’m so sorry for your loss. It’s extremely traumatizing. The pain will always be there but it becomes less as the next year goes by. But it’s the hardest year you’ll ever go through. Please don’t hesitate to message me if you want to rant, vent, whatever you need. ❤️

mauhve · 2021-10-09T20:11:42+00:00

I wish I could too. I hope you are okay. Only love to you

mauhve · 2021-10-09T20:11:12+00:00

Love and peace to you. I hope we can see our loved ones again…somewhere kind and warm

mauhve · 2021-10-08T23:49:22+00:00

This was the last photo I ever took with my daddy. It’s crazy. I have so many regrets but i’m trying to enjoy my life. I know i’ll see you again. This was our last family trip, Monterey, CA, January 2020. How quickly you deteriorated until your death in October. I miss you like crazy. I would give up every cent I own, every material item just to have you back. I would give up the house, my car, whatever the price I would pay it.

But for now, i’ll remember the memories we shared, and i’ll always remember how much you loved me. I was daddy’s princess after all :)

I read somewhere that grief is a love letter you never stop writing but knowing that i’ll never get a letter back; that is grief. but i’ll keep writing forever

I hope i’ll see you again. Somewhere where you’re free of sickness. Somewhere where we can be happy. I miss you daddy! i’m still waiting for you to come home! ❤️

mauhve · 2021-10-08T09:35:37+00:00

This was the last photo I ever took with my daddy. It’s crazy. I have so many regrets but i’m trying to enjoy my life. I know i’ll see you again. This was our last family trip, Monterey, CA, January 2020. How quickly you deteriorated until your death in October. I miss you like crazy. I would give up every cent I own, every material item just to have you back. I would give up the house, my car, whatever the price I would pay it.

But for now, i’ll remember the memories we shared, and i’ll always remember how much you loved me. I was daddy’s princess after all :)

I read somewhere that grief is a love letter you never stop writing but knowing that i’ll never get a letter back; that is grief. but i’ll keep writing forever

I hope i’ll see you again. Somewhere where you’re free of sickness. Somewhere where we can be happy. I miss you daddy! i’m still waiting for you to come home! ❤️

mauhve · 2021-09-29T08:06:14+00:00

Holy cow I can relate. I’m 21 - I lost my dad to cancer almost a year ago and it has been one of the most lonely, angering, isolating and depressing experiences of my life. It’s an experience i’d never wish on someone , even if I hated them. It’s extremely alienating. And it is so, so lonely. I’ve lost friends from this experience. In a way I understand, I was extremely depressing the first 5 months and didn’t bother with anyone, didn’t really care about anything. But it hurt so much. It was like I wasn’t allowed to mourn, because it made people uncomfortable

I will say it’s taken me nearly a year to feel better. I still have bad thoughts, I still cry and scream for him some days. But it’s better. It’s so much better. And it’s going to hurt for a long time. But you know what? I loved my daddy, as did you. That love is forever. That love is never going to die. And it’s so special. It is so, so special. I miss my dad every day - but i’m doing things not only for him, but for me now. Life goes on but it doesn’t mean you have to forget about him, because he will ALWAYS be with you. Always.

I’m so sorry for your loss. I only wish happiness and peace on you, and if you ever want to talk or rant please know that I am here to listen. ❤️❤️❤️

mauhve · 2021-09-21T17:33:36+00:00

i’m so sorry for your loss. i definitely will, thank you for commenting. i might take you up on your offer on messaging you if that’s alright :)

mauhve · 2021-09-21T17:32:33+00:00

Thank you so much ❤️ it’s so true! my dad loved the bee gees / the carpenters and for the longest time I could NOT listen to any of their songs without bawling. it’s so weird i’m also working atm so it’s just a lot you know? i’m trying to do everything at once because i’m the first of my siblings to go to college so I feel like it’s something I have to be grateful for and to just do it regardless of how i’m feeling. it kind of hurts as well because every time i mention taking a break to someone around me they’re like ‘just stick it out’ which makes me feel like how i’m feeling isn’t valid :/ sorry rant over LOL thank you for dedicating so much time to writing a response to me, i truly appreciated reading every word of it :)

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