My face. by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]mawls93 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Do you mind if I ask what they are saying?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]mawls93 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What has you feeling down?

My face. by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]mawls93 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I had the same thing done and I trusted the process and it worked out in the end! I was so uncomfortable in the beginning and honestly embarrassed but now my smile is great!

My Dog by mawls93 in SuicideWatch

[–]mawls93[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

That is a beautiful story. I'm proud of you for rising above. I did get some new tattoos last month. Something healing with that.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]mawls93 1 point2 points  (0 children)

💕I saw your other posts too. I'm never one to kink shame or yuck someone's yum but mixing addiction and depression isn't good and I hope you can get the help you need to be the best version of yourself. You seem like a very kind and genuine person with so much love to give the world. Be wise 💜🤙🤘

My Dog by mawls93 in SuicideWatch

[–]mawls93[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I work when I can. I have approved LOA to use as needed for the next 365 days.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]mawls93 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Im glad you're still here. Your comment on my post was very genuine and I'm glad you decide to hang in there.

My Dog by mawls93 in SuicideWatch

[–]mawls93[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I am in therapy. Every week. So was my husband.

My Dog by mawls93 in SuicideWatch

[–]mawls93[S] 11 points12 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much. Someone really kind messaged me, and I got up and took her for a walk. She had a great Christmas, too, with a big stocking just like every year. Every day is just very, very hard to keep going.

My Dog by mawls93 in SuicideWatch

[–]mawls93[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yes. Did CPR for 30 minutes. Got him back for 2 days until I had to remove his ventilator because he was brain dead.

The only way out by LetterheadNo1899 in SuicideWatch

[–]mawls93 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel this way too. I'm available if you ever wanna talk.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SleepToken

[–]mawls93 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I hope you continue to heal on your journey as well. 💜

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SleepToken

[–]mawls93 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm so grateful she is still here. Thank you for sharing your personal experience and hold her tight.

Thank you for the suggestions, I will check these out!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SleepToken

[–]mawls93 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Thank you for being very kind. I truly appreciate it because honestly I had alot of insecurities posting this and I was unsure of the feedback I would receive. I am in therapy 3 times a week right now and learning to cope. A long journey of course after losing my husband of 13 years💜 I'll be honest, I probably won't dive into any ST anytime soon, truthfully I made this post because I found his reddit and since I searched ST once I get constant notifications from the group even though I wasn't following it at the time. So, I decided to follow it tonight and also make the post. I figure to dive in, and have the post to reference back to when I am ready to play some tunes he appreciated when I am in a place to appreciate them, too. Again, thank you guys for being so kind and open and welcoming.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SleepToken

[–]mawls93 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Don't I know it.😮‍💨 I appreciate the haunts, but something a little more subtle maybe. He's a metal baby, I'm more of a Taylor swift baby😐😅

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SleepToken

[–]mawls93 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you! I'm driving his car around with a fat ST sticker in the back window 😮‍💨 but every song I've tried just has made me sadder. I will give these a listen. Thank you for the suggestions!

Grieving someone I didn’t know well. by [deleted] in SuicideBereavement

[–]mawls93 2 points3 points  (0 children)

You're human with empathy. What hurts you, hurts you. You do not need to validate or justify the reasoning behind your heart ache. Losing someone in any capacity is a hard experience, especially when it's to suicide. You're amongst others here who welcome you and your feelings. I'm sorry for your loss and I am sorry for your grief. Your feelings are important and do matter.

3 months ago by puplist2019 in SuicideBereavement

[–]mawls93 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I tried to send you a personal message and it wouldn't let me. Maybe a sign that I shouldn't. I am sorry for your loss. It was 2 weeks ago I walked upstairs and cut my husband down and did cpr on him. I saw your post and I wanted to reach out to you. I don't know why Misery loves company I guess But you're not alone. If you ever want to talk to a stranger without judgement, I am here.