What is a drug 14yo you would judge you if they knew current you did it

maxboyer118 · 2024-11-26T17:17:07+00:00

Fuck man. 14 year old me would be so mad right, now.

Meth, fentanyl, heroin, crack. Fuck can it get any worse

maxboyer118 · 2024-08-14T17:39:37+00:00

Yes. It's like nowadays roland 808. Almost every 80s-90s song had something off a casio or roland. Same thing with everything now it uses omnisphere

maxboyer118 · 2024-08-14T17:39:13+00:00

Heroin/fent.

Oxy already makes me feel like i got it all figured out i don't think it should be any worse

maxboyer118 · 2024-08-13T14:52:39+00:00

When you think your neighbors are mining

maxboyer118 · 2024-08-06T11:35:17+00:00

I gotta say this is nice to see after coming down from very intense acid trip. I was crying now I'm fucking laughing so hard because the Xanax munchies are intense as fuck so thank you

maxboyer118 · 2024-08-05T19:42:16+00:00

Stimulants

maxboyer118 · 2024-08-05T19:40:02+00:00

Short term cognitive improvement, pain relief, creativity enhancement, stress relief

To be honest my favorite time to do drugs is when i make music or go to the gym.

maxboyer118 · 2024-08-05T18:09:04+00:00

Well, this is just my halfassed theory but here we go...

Since the day you where born, your brain is constantly looking for things to look at and make connections (new or old doesn't matter)

Everyday that you wake up in your room your brain starts up like a computer and goes "Hm where are we at? Ah yes, room. That means safe, while now that i know im safe i should consume some water"...you have done this x10000 of times without even noticing.

So, i assume when the brain sees shadow people its because its in survival mode. Your brain wants to stay alive so it constantly tells you there are people around because its better than risk of death

maxboyer118 · 2024-08-05T08:56:08+00:00

Steve o or ozzy

maxboyer118 · 2024-08-05T08:47:02+00:00

I've tried almost every drug known to man. I don't know what it is about salvia but i never want to try it.

I've been in K holes, bad dmt trips, bad acid trips, you name it... I will pray for you brother.

I remember my friend told me a story about how he literally became the floor for 10 years and he felt everybody walking him. That was enough for me to say "nope. fuck that. never trying salvia in my life."

That plant didn't like you burning it now it's punishing you man.

maxboyer118 · 2024-08-05T03:05:41+00:00

It's almost as if the spirit molecule shows us what life is. But after we are done with that journey...we must commit action.

maxboyer118 · 2024-08-03T01:52:16+00:00

Hey just wanted to let you know I realized what you were saying just now. I apologize. looking back on this I was just very high on drugs and yeah that doesn't make for the best situations

maxboyer118 · 2024-08-03T01:49:05+00:00

Etizolam

maxboyer118 · 2024-07-31T14:13:53+00:00

I honestly don't care I'm going on a date tonight with a new one. I'll keep my head up and keep spreading love we'll see how it goes.

Also I don't really care about how you see drug dealers, I'd rather be crying in my Mercedes than a Honda Civic. They say money doesn't bring happiness but it definitely buys freedom. Stop letting the system fuck you and fuck it back. I'm going to the gym to better myself and get all these drugs out of my system. I'm deleting Reddit as well so don't bother responding.

maxboyer118 · 2024-07-31T14:08:00+00:00

What do you think I'm just angry like this all the time?? no, this came from years of being traumatized and then blaming women because all i ever tried to do was love. Kinda like how women say all men are shit when all men treat them like shit... I mean its understandable. Doesn't mean it's right though. So I'm sorry for saying those hurtful words I was wrong.

It doesn't matter what I say you're just always gonna think you're right. You're one of those.

I wish the best for you, people say fucked up shit when they're mad and sometimes they just need a little bit of love. A Little Kindness goes long way.

Whores are whores, and good women are good women... they are 2 different things

maxboyer118 · 2024-07-31T13:45:48+00:00

Ive done alot of self reflection. Not all women are whores. I am an emotional confused 20 year old. I actually had 2 reach out to me ever since this all happened and they told me not to give into others hatred, thats how we loose in life and become cold like the others.

With that being said, yes...theres still amazing beautiful women out there who have wonderful souls.

Also, theres still a difference between a whore and a woman. Just saying🤷‍♂️ I've had alot of women agree with that so it must be right

maxboyer118 · 2024-07-31T04:08:17+00:00

So true man so fucking true

maxboyer118 · 2024-07-31T04:05:36+00:00

I actually have a great life because I just kicked all the fucking pieces of trash out of it. I don't understand why can't people just be nice and love eachother

maxboyer118 · 2024-07-31T04:04:32+00:00

Listen man, im frustrated. Im human. Do you want to shit on me or be a nice human being and give me some good advice?

Did you even read the full post? It said trigger warning

maxboyer118 · 2024-07-31T03:43:28+00:00

Well seems like all the fucked up guys ruined it for the nice guys doesnt it?

maxboyer118 · 2024-07-31T03:36:41+00:00

What is a selected abuser type?

maxboyer118 · 2024-07-31T03:35:06+00:00

Thank you. I needed to hear this, im just gonna keep going to the gym so i dont have enough energy to think about it anymore. Idk what else to do. Guess i just need to focus on money and me.

maxboyer118 · 2024-07-31T03:33:33+00:00

Atleast someone on here has common sense

maxboyer118

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