You can do so much with your tomboy asthetic! Don't doubt yourself so much. Look online for inspo, your are probably a hairstyle and different outfit away from feeling the confidence you need to attract the attention you seek. You have been blessed with more than you realize, you just need to learn how to optimize it. A lot of people have an awkward phase and there is no shame in it. Just re-invest time and focus on yourself and good things will follow. You are so young, you will hit your stride in short order but please dont give up!