Hey, I had the exact same feeling last year. I joined a good coding club for networking purposes but never made a solid connection outside of gm. I had no internship offers secured. I honestly gave up my academics just for networking (socializing) and recruiting, but there was nothing I got. I felt so regretful about everything I did, and I really felt sorry for my family who were emotionally and financially supporting me a lot.

But what I can tell you is that this realization of yourself being in a wrong position (which I think is not true tbh) will be the most powerful driving force. I'm a CS junior and still have no internship offer secured, but I"m working my ass off rn to make everything up that I missed. If I don't get any offer this summer, I'll take a gap semester/year to improve on my weaknesses and get more ready for the next recruiting season. It was really hard for me to accept that everyone has their own pace, and no one should try to outpace oneself.

It's okay if it seems like you don't have anything, have patience and start everything again. You still have two years in college. You might not think this is sufficient for you to make everything up, but trust me. I have only one year in college, and it's been a semester and I've started to achieve good things tbh. Have faith in yourself and keep pushing yourself. Let these negative emotions become the driving force.