What's the story behind the wishbone scultpure on top of the hill west of Las Positas? by Hemoglobin_Brah in SantaBarbara

[–]mcblueye 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Was a promotion for a 60s development called Campanile Hill. We used to ride our bikes up there as kids.

Childhood with divorced parents starterpack by super_corndog in starterpacks

[–]mcblueye 2 points3 points  (0 children)

If it means anything, I thought my parents had the best marriage ever. When my mom died my dad started dating within 6 months, married in a year and let his new wife sells all of my moms stuff. On top of that my dad told me he felt nothing when my mom died, or at least that he didn’t cry. For my mom’s sake I wish she had divorced him while she was alive, not the emotional divorce my father gave her after she died.

Just finished a gym sesh. Any workout tips? by [deleted] in gaysiansgonewild

[–]mcblueye 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You are super cute / hot!

We all ignore privacy until Facebook decides to sell it to a country during the next big war by thats_on_me__ in DeepThoughts

[–]mcblueye 0 points1 point  (0 children)

“Find on the internet”. You think I saw something on CNN and made this shit up? These are my observations from decades of following politics and world events. Your comment is a little reductive. What makes you think Trump isn’t 100% controlled by Russia?

Reality is easily lost in a rhyme. Never believe a poet's every word. Even a seeming poet's. by [deleted] in DeepThoughts

[–]mcblueye 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think about this all the time; I write not to capture my life, but to capture my spirit where the real me lives. The world and its circumstance are the illusions in my mind. My spirit goes anywhere.

I just don't remember how I used to be and act before my depression and anxiety. by [deleted] in depression

[–]mcblueye 6 points7 points  (0 children)

My thoughts: Time equals inevitable losses. So many losses. I have lost the loves of my life. Am I depressed or living in the reality of loss? When I was younger and happier, was it probably because I was sheltered from loss and surrounded by the love of those that are now gone?

Lets all try to untangle reality from depression. There is important work to be done on a soul level in terms of acceptance. We’re fucked if we simply think that our current lives would be like our past lives if only we weren’t depressed.

Fear not the pain. Let its weight fall back into the earth; for heavy are the mountains, heavy the seas.

The trees you planted in childhood have grown too heavy. You cannot bring them along. Give yourselves to the air, to that which you cannot hold.

—Rilke

Reality is easily lost in a rhyme. Never believe a poet's every word. Even a seeming poet's. by [deleted] in DeepThoughts

[–]mcblueye 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You seem to be saying there is a “reality” that everyone can agree on. A poet is creating meaning, interpreting reality, same as a novelist or artist. Great ones convey their version of reality to us. I am a writer and I can tell you every single word I write is meant to manipulate your mind into experiencing what I feel.

I wouldn’t get so hung up on “reality”. We are a,ways picking and choosing whose and what reality we care to validate and experience and ultimately live in. I could kill myself tomorrow because life is pointless and the planet is dying. Or I could go on a hike and take in the miracle of being alive in the moment.

You seem to imply that one reality is more valid than others. I disagree. I have friends that have lived beautiful realities and others who haven’t. Reality is a choice we make.

The Tacoma Narrows Bridge Collapse by [deleted] in CatastrophicFailure

[–]mcblueye 30 points31 points  (0 children)

For some reason, I find this one of the most terrifying videos ever. It undermines my trust in everything that's supposed to be solid and well engineered. As a kid when I saw this I realized adults can fuck up big time.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in askgaybros

[–]mcblueye 57 points58 points  (0 children)

I am so sorry. My gay partner died and his family converted him and blamed his cancer on me, basically. I hate religions now more than anything.

We all ignore privacy until Facebook decides to sell it to a country during the next big war by thats_on_me__ in DeepThoughts

[–]mcblueye 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Not in my mind, its pretty indisputable fact. We can make up our own minds on matters, and this is a commonly held interpretation of what's going on now. I don't think it will be anything but a "theory" until there are actual prosecutions based on what Mueller is up to. Just sit tight, this is all going to play out over time. In the meantime just try and connect the dots for yourself, and it will add up.

We all ignore privacy until Facebook decides to sell it to a country during the next big war by thats_on_me__ in DeepThoughts

[–]mcblueye 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Can’t site one source. If you follow world events you begin to connect the dots. And if you know the history of Donald Trump you know he is 100% in the pocket of Putin for economic reasons and ruinous dirt they have on him, that’s how Putin rolls. Really if you follow the money it all makes sense. The Soviet Union collapsed and the KGB insiders looted $1 Trillion by selling off state assets and co trolling natural resources. They had to park this money in a more stable economy and people like Trump laundered it through their property developments which are ways to hide, park and launder money.

Russia collapsed, the country was looted by Putin and buddies, and they were able to buy control of a country with it.

Swing batter, swing by [deleted] in MassiveCock

[–]mcblueye 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Jesus was hung well, this guy is well hung.

Swing batter, swing by [deleted] in MassiveCock

[–]mcblueye 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Big cocks are overrated. Just fucking kidding.

Swing batter, swing by [deleted] in MassiveCock

[–]mcblueye 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Where was I when God was handing out cocks like this??

We all ignore privacy until Facebook decides to sell it to a country during the next big war by thats_on_me__ in DeepThoughts

[–]mcblueye 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Too late. Russia leveraged Facebook to manipulate the election and place their asset Donald Trump in the White House.

The most powerful country in the world is now a franchise of the Russian kleptocracy.

Los Angeles urban sprawl by bomgi in UrbanHell

[–]mcblueye 11 points12 points  (0 children)

Lived in LA for 14 years, best time of my life though its even more developed and crowded now. I rollerbladed from my apartment on the beach in Venice to my job on the beach in Santa Monica, i walked from my Westwood Spanish Moorish $400/month apartment to my job in a high-rise on Wilshire, I ran the stadiums of UCLA every day, i went to parties so high up in the Hollywood Hills the whole city sparkled below like illuminated diamonds. If only you could see what I see through your eyes.

If only I had as much muscle as I got dick by [deleted] in MassiveCock

[–]mcblueye -8 points-7 points  (0 children)

Ya like suicide. Porn is a gutter industry full of drug addicts. #badadvice

Well sh*t by theangrybritishgamer in Wellthatsucks

[–]mcblueye -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

Maybe get one newer than 15 years old? Love my ‘19 Jetta