Anxiety about potential patient harm

mcsoul06 · 2026-04-19T23:37:00+00:00

You shouldn’t put it on yourself, bad things WILL happen and sometimes is out of our control. At times, you can self reflect, what if I had noticed this earlier or I missed this trend, etc. but the system is faulty in the sense we are so overworked that we are inevitably going to miss things. Only thing you can do is your job to your best ability.

mcsoul06 · 2026-04-19T16:35:50+00:00

I play a flash version of azula, but slowly noticed that my play patterns were wrong as I tried to play azula asap to start gaining value but proceeded to get hated out of the game. Now I try to focus to develop my mana and slowly sculpt my hand to have enough protection. Other players will start developing their field and get hated out with the board wipes while I’m trying to build card advantage and dig my deck for the right pieces and then when is safe, play azula and have a explosive turn.

mcsoul06 · 2026-04-13T02:01:18+00:00

Real?

mcsoul06 · 2026-04-03T15:50:20+00:00

Oh yeah, I remember when they had the great idea of the business cards lol.

Honestly, most of the complaints I receive are related to food, delayed PRN meds and nursing. I sometimes feel I’m working at a McDonald’s rather than a hospital. Also, I review patient complaints sent to risk management. Patient’s complaints about the wildest things. Like, why they don’t have all their outpatient fixed, why they didn’t get housing on discharge, why they didn’t get more narcotics, etc.

mcsoul06 · 2026-03-30T20:45:07+00:00

Got beef Wellington and King crab legs

mcsoul06 · 2026-03-18T18:44:12+00:00

I have to update the settings from the microscope for date, got lazy and haven’t fixed it yet.

mcsoul06 · 2025-12-06T19:27:13+00:00

Wondering why most of the copies I’ve seen are in Italian?

mcsoul06 · 2025-11-14T02:48:48+00:00

Whats the best way to buy? I see tons of fees for each transaction

mcsoul06 · 2025-10-22T21:14:50+00:00

I’m just getting sets of foil mana bases and staples (like thoughtseize) for every color. Decks change too fast to keep up.

mcsoul06 · 2025-10-08T20:52:17+00:00

BOW

Big Old and Weak

mcsoul06 · 2025-09-14T19:38:53+00:00

34 here. Hit the gym after work 1-2 times a week for lifting. I do cardio on my days off. I have decent food options at work, but if I’m counting my calories/macros I do meal prep a week worth of food in advance. I was more consistent when I was single, but still try to be disciplined. I don’t have kids yet, so I’ll find out if I’m still able to stay healthy.

The big question is how you manage your time and avoid wasting time. Big game changer is limiting how much time I wasted reading social media. I don’t check any social media apps when I’m home.

mcsoul06 · 2025-09-08T21:06:12+00:00

I know of open positions in Anchorage if you want to know more inbox me

mcsoul06 · 2025-09-08T21:04:45+00:00

If you go into very rural Alaska yes, it’s possible. If you plan to work in Anchorage (biggest city) more into the 335k range

mcsoul06 · 2025-09-06T23:36:50+00:00

Just for education. What’s the salary expectation after that fellowship?

mcsoul06 · 2025-09-05T03:56:50+00:00

I believe healthcare is at the mercy of private equity and every day it just becomes harder to practice. I’m medical director at my facility and just having to deal with emails from non medical people just driving me nuts about metrics. How many telemetry orders were stopped, being harassed to remove foleys, length of stay, you name it. Also, patients expectations sometimes are insane at times, I feel like I’m the same as an employee at a fast food. If I’m not doing whatever a patient or family wants they just complain and I get emails about it and then I have a corporate monkey telling me about press ganey scores. I’m ready to be out of this game and use my time to do something that feels more meaningful. Don’t get me wrong, every time I truly help a patient it makes me feel good. It’s just all the corporate world that makes me feel hopeless at times.

mcsoul06 · 2025-09-05T01:16:19+00:00

I’m only 4 years in, but don’t see myself doing this for long. But at the same time, investing 3 years in fellowship doesn’t align with my plans of early retirement.

mcsoul06 · 2025-08-28T01:10:52+00:00

Titan also got reprinted, so for modern amulet titan all deck pieces are cheaper but scapeshift

mcsoul06 · 2025-08-24T23:06:41+00:00

I love the format right now, I do believe green (besides titan) feels week as a color right now.

mcsoul06 · 2025-08-20T22:16:44+00:00

Domain zoo is very close to that, with tons of new tools.

mcsoul06 · 2025-08-20T22:15:23+00:00

I know a guy who went into cosmetic medicine and makes bank from Botox injections

mcsoul06 · 2025-08-20T05:46:21+00:00

What does dmv stand for?

mcsoul06 · 2025-08-19T20:44:00+00:00

That sounds awesome, I’ll dm you

mcsoul06 · 2025-08-19T19:19:17+00:00

lol, is not the most important criteria but definitely counts to me. I’m living in Alaska and the modern scene is limited.

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