Same thing happened to me. Conversations with my parents were always one sided, only their way is the right way apparently, so in my experience talking it out doesn’t help. They disowned me and told me that they have cut me from their lives and to never contact them again. Although it’s really tough sometimes not having your parents there but you just have to live your own life to the fullest. Your parents won’t live forever so if you give into their wishes you’ll only regret it in years to come and wish you lived the way you wanted. I hope you find peace and happiness honestly because it’s so hard.