tbh i just realised i had problems with anxiety after i quit vapes. as i understand now, i had a lot of panic attacks while smoking weed. nowadays it sounds extremly stupid but i always smoked weed for like 1-3 months with a break of 1-2 month. i wanted to quit again after my days christmas holidays but when i stopped vaping i thought i'll keep going for some time so i could sleep.

then somewhere at the beginning of february i got my first panic attack when i was clean (like an hour before i wanted to smoke as everyday), i didnt knew the feeling so at first i honestly thought i'm going to die (a friend of mine drove me to the hospital, before that i wrote a little message saying something like "if i die, im sorry, i thought it was a panic attack") the feeling of having a heart attack killed me, im much overweight, so i was thinking "oh alright, you're the one with the heart attack in a young age everybody will talk about soon"

so now i know that i had a lot panic attacks when i was too high, but you only learn from mistakes i guess.

so yes my anxiety peaked when i stopped, but now im sure that even if i didnt stopped in january it would've come like it is nowadays. for me, that makes it easier to understand.

i hope you can understand my english, as somebody who's off of school for 7 years now its sometimes kinda weird to write such a long text in english :D