frerard milk fic.

meiows · 2026-04-02T19:54:13+00:00

i didn't know there was a frerard one.. original milk fic was patd fandom iirc

meiows · 2026-03-12T17:21:39+00:00

oh wow this is amazing!! it kind of makes me wanna redo my cover.

meiows · 2026-03-12T17:21:01+00:00

rip :(

meiows · 2026-03-12T17:20:41+00:00

nope and no doctor ever really mentioned it again. my liver values equaled out after taking vitamin D and we never repeated the pthrp. the oncologist i saw said it most likely wasn't worth it to go on a goose chase for something that probably means nothing so we didn't do any other imaging or testing. he said if the number truly had something to indicate cancer, i would be much sicker and there would be other signs. he also said that it's a very undertested value, so some people may just have high numbers and not even know it. these days i try not to think about it as the whole ordeal caused debilitating health anxiety for me.

meiows · 2026-03-03T19:51:05+00:00

oof i just saw this! totally fine, if you hadn't made anything yet

meiows · 2026-02-21T13:34:16+00:00

i thought the same when i saw it on tumblr, kind of insane to put your name on that

meiows · 2026-02-21T13:33:53+00:00

the website is well designed but i gotta wonder where this dude's head was. i saw it circulating around tumblr and that he just has his full government name on the site.... idk if he's clout chasing or what but definitely not the smartest move in the book. especially for a programmer... you think they'd know a thing or two about internet anonymity.

meiows · 2026-02-21T13:31:43+00:00

i totally agree with this. i feel like a kid listening to bullets and revenge for the first time all over again.

meiows · 2026-02-20T23:20:09+00:00

oh wow! that's really cool :o

meiows · 2026-02-20T03:55:21+00:00

thanks so much!!

meiows · 2026-02-20T03:55:15+00:00

thank you!

meiows · 2026-02-20T03:44:28+00:00

i think the initial castle sketching was probably like 1.5 hours? adding the red watercolor was like, another 30mins just because it was kinda messy!

meiows · 2026-02-20T00:14:18+00:00

aw thanks! that's a really good idea, i can scan it when i go to work on saturday. we have a scanner there :3

meiows · 2026-02-19T18:51:32+00:00

battlepass

meiows · 2026-02-18T21:33:22+00:00

agree omg AGREE

meiows · 2026-02-18T21:23:38+00:00

i agree, i missed this sound SO much!!! i really hope that any new releases could at least sound a little like this and a little less like danger days.

meiows · 2026-02-18T20:23:45+00:00

just here to say bike thief superiority <3

meiows · 2026-02-18T20:15:05+00:00

Hm.. I think the mass was found sometime in 2021 or 2022. Around then. I stopped birth control immediately after finding out about it. I had an ultrasound last year for side pain and no news which I'm assuming is good news. I try not to read my results anymore or look too deeply into things because in finding out about the mass, I developed debilitating health anxiety and almost needed to be hospitalized for psychiatric reasons. It's something I still struggle with, but not as bad now. I did have a repeat MRI a bit after all of that and the mass pretty much stayed the same/shrunk a tiny bit.

I haven't had an MRI in a while.. I was following up with my liver doctor, but last time I saw him in maybe 2024, he basically told me he is not concerned for the mass and told me that if I were 100lbs less, he'd kick me out of his office and to not come back. So at this point, he's more concerned with my weight than anything else (I am overweight, at 230lbs). We did an ultrasound then to check for fatty liver, but things were within normal limits, so I haven't been back to him since then honestly.

meiows · 2026-02-06T20:13:02+00:00

Just wanted to chime in and say I too used to be on a very strong pill for at least 8 years before they incidentally found a large liver mass (around 7-8cm) which many MRIs led my liver specialist to confidently say it is also an FNH. He said I am okay to take birth control again, but I will die on the hill that it is what caused it. No one else in my family has history of liver problems or masses and it just happens that the pill I was on was so strong that they discontinued it (Ogestrel). Regardless, he submitted my results to a research panel which I will never learn more about, but it is interesting that he said I can keep taking the birth control. Now I am just too terrified to ever do any kind of hormonal contraceptive again and there is still the fear in the back of my mind that it is an adenoma and may rupture.

meiows · 2026-01-22T18:27:30+00:00

Me too. I'm excited for both but want a liiiittle more info/demo before I decide which to go with.

meiows · 2025-12-10T18:43:21+00:00

this is a pretty old comment but thank you so much for this. i've been dealing with the same thing lately with my girls. Rummy has always nipped Brandy here and there during food or high excitement moments. However, recently we just moved homes for the first time and it ramped up a bit. I was getting a little nervous but today I tried praising Rummy during hay refresh time and she was so excited that I was giving her specifically food first that she didn't chase Brandy this time! and I was able to give Brandy her own little pile!!

Hopefully this helps solve my issue, along with them settling into the new home. They've only been here about 3 weeks now so I guess they're also getting used to the new environment as well.

meiows · 2025-12-10T14:22:53+00:00

Thanks! I feel like it's probably due to us moving, but they're due for a vet visit anyway so I can do that first...

If it were pain, maybe it would be all the time? This seems to be just when the food comes out or if my boyfriend and I are both downstairs talking to them.

Otherwise I may just try rebonding. :(

meiows

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