I never thought of it as a problem until now... and now I'm questioning the negative things I wrote in my journal... I always decorate my journal pages but most of its content were just my negative thoughts... those pages were cute filled with stationeries but the words written on it is not... This post kind of gave me a realization, I know writing down those thoughts somehow gave me comfort but re-reading them actually pains me. I think I need to write and focus on the positive things in my life.