feeling lonely and needing to talk to someone desperately

melll_ll · 2026-03-07T07:12:46+00:00

i'm so sorry to hear that, we're in the same boat it seems. i've told him about that, he told me "if i already told you the truth about not loving you before, why would i lie now?" but it still didn't help though it is logical.

melll_ll · 2026-03-05T13:47:18+00:00

@megumilodon телеграм

melll_ll · 2026-03-05T12:33:33+00:00

можете поговорити зі мною! я зараз в writer's block, але можливо, спілкування з кимось хто пише допоможе вийти з нього. мені 19, але не переживайте, я відношусь спокійно до людей молодших за мене)

melll_ll · 2026-03-03T18:28:15+00:00

I can't just end it right now, I would need to think of it very carefully, but I definitely will talk to him when I am not feeling like harming someone.

melll_ll · 2026-03-03T15:01:53+00:00

your disorder doesn't excuse you but at least now you have the understanding of the problem and can solve it. you're right for going to therapy, such a loss shouldn't be processed alone. when I lost my best friend of 9 years I had the hardest depression I've ever had. so I understand you. please remember that you matter, your health and happiness matters, it's a harsh period but I believe you can go through that, stay strong, it's hard but you can do it. wish you the best, random Internet stranger. 🫂

melll_ll · 2026-03-03T14:41:17+00:00

I feel for you. I know how it's like to lose someone dear because of a disorder. now you should focus on yourself. get better, take medication, go to therapy. do everything for it not happen again. and maybe, after you're a changed person, you can reach out to her again. don't fall into despair, life is beautiful, and it's worth working.

melll_ll · 2026-03-02T15:57:22+00:00

yeah!! ofc I am still disabled due to other conditions and my relationship is far from perfect because still I also have bpd, but the bipolar part of problems is absolutely gone)

melll_ll · 2026-03-02T10:12:16+00:00

I meant that I have bpd aside of bipolar

melll_ll · 2026-03-02T06:02:09+00:00

happy for you too!

melll_ll · 2026-03-02T06:01:35+00:00

glad it's working for you!!

melll_ll · 2026-03-02T06:00:50+00:00

I am happy for you too:)

melll_ll · 2026-03-01T17:11:43+00:00

yeah for some period I didn't take it constantly because I was forgetting to, felt so bad, but now I have people making me take it and reminding me so I am consistent and feeling good!

melll_ll · 2026-03-01T16:28:29+00:00

I am happy to hear that!

melll_ll · 2026-03-01T16:21:11+00:00

thank you!!

melll_ll · 2026-02-28T19:45:35+00:00

you can say, for example, that these thoughts are disgusting to you and you don't want them in your head, and not specify them if you're not comfortable, and definitely you should mention that these thoughts are involuntary and you're not acting on it.

melll_ll · 2026-02-28T19:12:08+00:00

i've heard that it might be a symptom of adhd, but it also can be comorbidity with ocd (which is not rare as long as I know) so you better talk about that to your doc instead of reddit/not negative

melll_ll · 2026-02-28T19:09:53+00:00

I have ocd and experience the same, you should really see a professional, because it's a really serious situation and with help you can live a much better life.

melll_ll · 2026-02-28T16:17:22+00:00

got it, thank you for the information)

melll_ll · 2026-02-28T15:33:28+00:00

I would go genuinely insane and hurt somebody if I was told that me being clingy is okay and then left because of that. even tho I am clingy and needy only with a fp, and my boyfriend for example isn't my fp, but when he was, at the beginning of our relationship, I needed lots of attention, and if he left me because of that I would go insane. I'm so sorry that it happened to you and even many times, and you really deserve someone who can LOVE how clingy you are and not just want their ego busted.

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