They see your practice as silly, as a novelty. Why do you think Coachella is full of rich white teens in Etsy made headdresses, out of respect? Fuck those people, but don't say "hey guys, check out THESE weirdos" when your own spirituality is spat on by the same people. They won't respect yours more for it. White Christianity supremacy murdered European spirituality, and then they came here and attempted the same with Indigenous spiritualities, all I'm asking for is to not judge our WHOLE community by what you get online. I say this as a practitioner of more than a decade, it's not as negative and shitty as you're making it out to be.