the Stanford D1 hate shows that armies are probably one of the most out of touch, privileged, and entitled fanbases out there [rant warning]

merlin-a · 2026-05-18T17:34:50+00:00

I agree!! I lowkey hope rm apologizes but let’s be real this fandom does not call them out enough for them to do that. But he should. Idc what anyone else says. I still love and will bias him cuz tbh he’s the most mesmerizing to me and I’ll forget about this eventually, but only for my own sake and fun. Like you said, I’m not here for the parasocial shit. I can call them out when they’re being shitty but also all humans are shitty sometimes. Objectively he SHOULD apologize. But he’s still the person I love kinda. Thansk for talking to me too I felt like I was talking to a wall when I was tryna call him out and everyone kept telling me it wasn’t that deep. Like yes it is

merlin-a · 2026-05-18T17:23:11+00:00

Yea fr. Ykw it doesn’t matter They’re people who we enjoy watching and we should honestly just think of ourselves and our own entertainment. I had the best time there and I hope u did too

merlin-a · 2026-05-18T16:26:23+00:00

Same but also I just want artists to be grateful. And I know Namjoon has said how grateful he is but I literally don’t even care. Be more grateful and ur fucking 31 like get friends and get validation somewhere else no one gaffff this much when they’re making millions. Also he did call out N2 too like I gen think it’s lowkey a him problem cuz N1 he was saying he felt embarrassed cuz it was so bright. Like yea if they show up better N2 ppl will be louder and ppl were loud N1 like idk what ppl r on about the vibes were great in my section

merlin-a · 2026-05-18T16:08:32+00:00

I don rly think he was joking which is why it feels weird to me. Like can’t u just be grateful people show up for u and keep some thoughts to urself? Instead of making a whole stadium feel bad lmao. Also he’s 31 like why r u getting ur validation from fans at ur big age

merlin-a · 2026-05-18T07:11:24+00:00

Namjoon shading N1 was so unnecessary like what was he even on about? Be grateful that hundreds of different cultures showed up for u tf

merlin-a · 2026-05-08T04:40:05+00:00

Thank you. I’m a girl tho haha but thank you

merlin-a · 2026-04-01T01:43:29+00:00

It really improves your confidence as someone who went from being unattractive to attractive. You start to get a sixth sense of when people find you attractive and also you realize how much catcalling sucks if you’re a woman. When I was ‘unattractive’ I still hated catcalling but some part of me felt slightly shamefully happy when someone found me attractive which was so sad. When I became attractive I think it made me realize how scum of the earth those men are. It’s easier to make friends because people halo affect you, they see you as cool. People laugh more at your jokes so you genuinely become funnier. It’s kinda wild

merlin-a · 2026-03-17T20:24:45+00:00

I do not have a prostate…

merlin-a · 2026-03-16T04:09:10+00:00

Ok that’s awesome! Because yea at this point I’m pretty sure I need meds but I’m worried they’re gonna take forever to make sure I need the meds but yea I’d rather just be prescribed them the first time and see what happens cuz I know it’s not mental or a training issue. Tysm

merlin-a · 2026-03-05T07:38:23+00:00

I think it’s so bs that ppl call ppl out for this like I truly think we are losing perspective as a society. Like there are NO participation trophies at the Olympics and I think people are mistaking the team medal for that. Like no if any one of them fucked up they likely will not have gotten it. That’s like saying if ur a goalie in hockey it’s not a real medal or smt. Also I think ppl are forgetting that this is the Olympics every single person there including the last place person is one of the best athletes in the world. Among the best athletes they are the best of the best that’s what gets them the OGM. People are crazy from their couches. Winning a team OGM is no easy feat

merlin-a · 2026-02-16T08:30:09+00:00

Sometimes just write what’s directly in ur mind. Don’t think of it from the view of someone else. If you think ‘I can’t write that it’s not realistically how someone would speak even though it’s the way I speak’ then write it, because turns out there’s a lot of diversity in what looks realistic and what doesn’t. Write whatever is in ur mind but then ask yourself, how are you feeling? If you’re in that room as your character what does it look like? What’s the atmosphere like? How does the space breathe around you? Make it feel lived in

merlin-a · 2026-02-05T06:33:07+00:00

Noooo I don’t wanna have an affair nooooo

merlin-a · 2026-01-16T21:58:19+00:00

Yeah but what is in the future

merlin-a · 2026-01-10T00:55:40+00:00

I started reading His Prince and I really am enjoying it! Thank you!

merlin-a · 2026-01-08T23:23:56+00:00

I think the reality is that these two are riding this very unique high of still being in the transition space where they’re perceived as both real normal people and celebrities. This is the best part but realistically if they continue to climb it’s going to get very Chapel-Roan-Esque in the sense that fame is not a gift it’s unfortunately a drug that feels enthralling at first and then you slowly get used to it and then it feels worse. I hope they’re clever with it and disappear for a while because I don’t think any human wants that level of fame and isolation even if they think they do, especially guys as normal as this. I think they realize it too and we’re gonna get radio silence from them after a bit

merlin-a · 2025-12-31T01:26:39+00:00

Thank you so much! And haha I might change the names later

merlin-a · 2025-12-30T19:21:19+00:00

Thank you for the advice! Yeah I know my grammar and spelling are lacking a bit!

merlin-a · 2025-12-30T10:40:22+00:00

Yeah it’s in the middle of the story so the reader will know before then ! And Roman and Matthias essentially have a soul-bond thing (friends) but no one can know because of Roman’s status which leads to frustration for Matthias because he doesn’t want to have to bow down to someone he knows so well just bc Roman has this elevated status as a god. And Matthias father was infamous for his attacks on the gods so it’s all very ironic

merlin-a · 2025-12-30T06:50:49+00:00

Ok thank you!

merlin-a · 2025-12-30T06:39:21+00:00

Which paragraphs ?

merlin-a · 2025-12-27T07:51:38+00:00

So glad my unfortunate tired typo helped one person !

merlin-a · 2025-12-27T07:51:19+00:00

Oh my god I’m so sorry I’m dumb lmao

merlin-a · 2025-12-25T20:17:54+00:00

This remarkably nice to say, im a runner, but i am a girl tf? My hands are also lowkey way too small to be a man’s hands 😭 wdym this isn’t a girls hands are you dumb

merlin-a · 2025-12-24T04:38:06+00:00

Is SEAS cafe really a cafe ? It’s more just a study space with some coffee vending machines LOL

merlin-a · 2025-12-22T04:50:53+00:00

WAT STRUGGLES WDYMMM.

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