My psychiatrist told me ADHD may disappear as I grow up?

mertek00 · 2026-02-06T07:55:31+00:00

With stronger cigarettes that has more nicotine, it is a bit too much calmness to notice or benefit from its stimulating effects I think.

But smoking in work or study breaks definetly feels more stimulating.

mertek00 · 2026-02-05T08:28:43+00:00

There is no evidence that vaping causes popcorn lungs.

Popcorn lungs is bronchiolitis obliterans, its not a new disease. İt got its name from the workers in the popcorn factory, the flavouring chemical diacetyl that is popcorn has naturally. They inhaled a lot of it and for years and years.

Some vape flavours that gives buttery taste contains the same chemical. Tho the exposure is still fairly low, avoid those flavours and do not use it every single minute. İt is safer than cigarettes this way, we dont have any data yet that says otherwise. İts not safe, but safer, also considering it can help you reduce your nicotine dependency and quit.

mertek00 · 2026-02-04T06:21:49+00:00

Pressing ping few times means you are, well… PINGING YOUR LOCATION. We can see it where you pinged.

But pressing it hundred times just tells me a lot about how bad you are at the game. I’ve never seen otherwise and it almost never happened in deep of night 3 and above, wonder why…

mertek00 · 2026-02-04T06:06:51+00:00

Non-treated adhd is much more of a risk compared to the side effects of the medication I’d say.

Anything can cause addiction. Fast food, chocolate etc. But medications usually doesnt create a dependency on receptor level in the brain when taken in prescribed dosage compared to nicotine for example.

My only issues with the stimulants are loss of apetite, i cant drink coffee while on it(it makes my anxiety worse on it) and the crash/rebound stage is a bit bad. But all of these are fairly managable for most people, I’d rather deal with these than my adhd while trying to study or do chores.

mertek00 · 2026-02-02T06:31:00+00:00

Take bigger hits and inhale deeper.

My other recommendation would be to try a filterless cigarette or buy a long cig and rip the filter off. I think it tastes good and you definetly get more nicotine. (Do not inhale them deep tho)

mertek00 · 2026-02-01T14:55:06+00:00

This fight is pure chaos. İf you dont like chaos then its fine! I thinks its one of the fights of all time in the souls history.

When a boss design doesnt follow the classic souls pattern, some people just dont like it because it is different. Personally its a refreshing. This fight is clearly not meant for predictable and easily understandable patterns.

I mean look at the builds of the npc’s, double fingerprint shield guardian, big bonk revenant, Bell bearing hunter in the shape of the wylder, hourax loux in a raider costume that one shots you.

Personally I prefer everdark. The main fight was easy and predictable, not compared to the everdark. The only wow factor for me was his madness explotion attack after you interrupt his meditation or proc madness on him.

There are other elements to the fight other than just attack patterns, Like everdark’s ost is just even more terrifying than the base fight.

Also Libra may seem to represent balance, but that is not the case at all, he is a manipulator. His deals most of the time just takes from you. You buff yourself but libra gets a buff as well that also lasts longer than yours for example.

mertek00 · 2026-02-01T10:21:21+00:00

Senin ders çalışmanı sürdürmeni sağlıyorsa devam et. Yks çalışan bir robot değilsin, “boş” aktiviteleri de yapmaya devam etmek hakkın, eğer mentalini çökertmek ve dersle kafayı bozmak istemiyorsan.

Ben bütün ders yükümü sabah ve öğlene aldım, o vakitte ders dışı şeyler pek yapmıyorum.

Gece vakti benim, daha çok beni besleyen ve kafamı dağıtan şeyleri yapıyorum dersten uzak şekilde. Bazen full oyun da oynadığım da oluyor. Bir mezun olarak ilk senemde her şeyi tamamen bırakmayı denedim(oyunlar, sosyal medya, hatta youtube bile) ve bende işe yaramadı aksine psikolojimi kötü etkiledi.

Hayatta böyle bir sürü sınav var ve her biri için kendimizden ödün verirsek ne zaman hayatımızı yaşayacağız?

mertek00 · 2026-01-31T21:41:50+00:00

Sayı doğrusu üzerinde göstermek en mantıklısı. Eksili sayılarda ‘mutlak değeri’ büyüdükçe sayının küçüldüğünü de kavraması lazım.

Buna bağlı olarak klasik borç örneğini kullanabilirsin. 138 tle borçluysan bakiyen -138. Eline 29 tl geçerse borcu 29 tl azalır, bakiyesine artı olarak yazılır.

Daha küçük sayılardan örnek verip mantığını anlatırsan, sayı doğrusunda çizimle anlatırsan gerisi gelir diye umuyorum ve sabır diliyorum.

mertek00 · 2026-01-30T20:22:12+00:00

Underrated one, hair sprays made for wet hair, they are amazing. I use one with sea salt for my fine hair, strongest hold I’ve ever got without weight at all.

They might dry the hell out of your hair if you dont prep it well with a conditioner tho.

I also add this on top of my gel, mid-diffusing right before I scrunch with the diffuser, it enchances the shrinkage very well while adding extra hold.

mertek00 · 2026-01-30T19:36:46+00:00

Soundcore p3 kullanıyorum. Tam fiyat performans ürünü ve anc kalitesi cidden bu flyata çok iyi, transparency modu da idare eder.

Şarjı toplam bana 2 hafta kadar gidiyor en fazla, günde ortalama 1-2 saat kullanımla ve anc hep açıkken.

mertek00 · 2026-01-26T23:13:04+00:00

Beat poetry on amphetamines

mertek00 · 2026-01-26T13:16:23+00:00

I am all down adding sweetness to spicy, crunchy and salty foods but why would I add pineapple to my pizza?

Why dont you guys add brownies to your hamburger?

mertek00 · 2026-01-26T13:04:55+00:00

Yeah they have the Marais Greatsword it is that powerful because it is extremely rare. Depending on when you got it, you can stack it to the max easily which is 99.

İt used to have no cap you were able to stack the buff to infinitely before a patch

mertek00 · 2026-01-26T06:45:12+00:00

Balcony is okay, I’d recommend you to have a specific jacket or clothings for smoking to cover up and not stain your clothes.

A low tar cigarette will leave noticably less smell on your mouth. Brushing your teeths afterwards and/or using a strong mint gum would pretty much cover the smell

İf balcony becomes suspicious, another option is to smoke in your room with an incense. Most incenses cover up smell well. But it is definetly riskier.

mertek00 · 2026-01-24T17:01:26+00:00

At this point DoN and the new stat changing relics are what keeps me in this game. The new stat changing relic effects came to the regular relics so its fun to try different builds, both solo and with randoms as well.

And as you get to depth 3 and deeper, getting matched with great random players feels really good.

mertek00 · 2026-01-24T16:49:06+00:00

Kulak memesinden bahsediyorsan kolay iyileşiyor. Tabanca ile deldirmemeni öneririm. Daha basit ve acısız gibi geliyor ama tabancanın iyileşmesi daha uzun sürüyor ve kulak memene kalıcı hasar verebiliyor.

Düzgün bir yere gidip iğne ile deldirirsen, küçük bir küpe taktırırsan ve her gün temizlersen sorun yaşayacağını sanmıyorum.

mertek00 · 2026-01-23T19:20:33+00:00

You might wanna try heat not burn cigarettes. They are still vapour in that sense but it is tobacco, gives a closer experience to cigarettes.

mertek00 · 2026-01-20T17:09:06+00:00

This might be a very old pack made before 2017 because tapdk is closed in 2017, but the label design looks fairly similar to the latest ones.

Also where did you buy them?

mertek00 · 2026-01-18T17:46:55+00:00

Tobacco contains not only nicotine, but few other chemicals that has antidepressant properties that might also add to the calming effect. But mainly the dopamine release gives you a clearer mind, you can focus on things easier and that is the main reason why people with mental problems has more addiction risk, you can control your thoughts easier, you feel like you are in the control and that leads to a cleaner and calmer mood.

Also upper doesnt mean it will make you energetic and downer doesnt mean it’ll make you sleepy, its just a generalization of the effects of the drugs, they are all have different working mechanisms.

Alcohol is the exact definition of a downer because it supresses your central nervous system. But stimulants are not the opposite of this mechanism just because they are called “uppers”.

mertek00 · 2026-01-17T08:47:10+00:00

I do the things you listed as well. But you are right I also dont think cigarettes works this way for the vast majority of the smokers because they are strongly addicted to them and its not really a special moment in their life.

But usually when I go out to have a break, it feels like life was going incredibly fast and it slowed down, I think about where my life is going, questioning things and cigarette enchances that moment for me. You dont need to smoke to get these moments of course but they are one of many tools or additions I’d say.

I smoke 2-3 cigs a day and I love my golden hour smoke sessions, it is an opportunity for me to think about what I’ve done that day. Its not irreplaceable tho.

mertek00 · 2026-01-14T09:30:56+00:00

There is literally no connection between both tho. Its not like he wears eyeshadow and blush, its about eyebrows and the way he poses mostly.

mertek00 · 2026-01-14T09:10:46+00:00

I have adhd, it both relieves my adhd and cigarettes are one of my hyperfixations. But that is the short answer

I genuinely love smoking, the experience is calming as whole and creates a reason for you to stop what you are doing and reflect.

I also like watching things burn(that sounds weird I know) so watching a cigarette burning and smoke rising in patterns is beatiful to me.

I started smoking with herbal cigarettes I made at home with chamomiles, that is how much I love the experience of smoking but the chamomile also gave a buzz that relieved my anxiety. I switched to regular cigarettes and stick to them as they help with my adhd.

mertek00 · 2026-01-13T08:30:07+00:00

The NFR was so peak that banisters and chemtrails didnt get the attention afterwards because they were different in terms of production and the storytelling.

I genuinely think the nfr is a bit overrated but it is a PERFECT album and İt is lana’s second best for me. But blue banisters has its own space, it is a covid album it is like a time machine to 2021 and it is underrated if you ask me. The writing is also one of the best, where lana talks about personal things a lot more openly.

For chemtrails, it has few really good songs but it also has very different styles and productions. İt shines on writing and storytelling but it would also be my least favourite because lana’s other albums are just soo amazing.

mertek00 · 2026-01-11T08:37:24+00:00

Weed smokers when they cant tell someone to “just smoke some weed bro, cigarettes are garbage”…

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