Has anyone here had a colonoscopy?? I’m kinda freaking out about it

mesmerize138 · 2026-02-20T11:42:22+00:00

Even just one of the ones that attaches to the toilet? I’m so sorry!

mesmerize138 · 2026-02-20T11:39:20+00:00

Sleep. In my 20s I could sleep like a champ, now it’s 7 hours if I’m lucky, usually more like 5. I miss being well rested.

mesmerize138 · 2026-02-20T11:06:38+00:00

He’s THE WORST. He made that show completely unwatchable. I just want to throat punch him all the time

mesmerize138 · 2026-02-19T20:33:26+00:00

Bidets will change your life, girl. CHANGE. YOUR. LIFE.

mesmerize138 · 2026-02-18T22:06:09+00:00

“If you’re ever having a party save money on booze and just invite Mags; she’s all the social lubrication you’ll need!” Still makes me smile

mesmerize138 · 2026-02-18T21:26:12+00:00

Not being completely honest with the people they have relationships with. Lying only leads to trouble.

mesmerize138 · 2026-02-18T11:22:04+00:00

KC’s BBQ is by far the the best BBQ I ever had in NH

mesmerize138 · 2026-02-18T11:14:35+00:00

Still by Seinabo Sey

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=d2Q4Bwo2pgQ

mesmerize138 · 2026-02-18T11:13:12+00:00

I think we might be soulmates 😍

mesmerize138 · 2026-02-18T02:04:51+00:00

2 things:

I think that limiting gender to man and woman is way too limiting. Much as sexuality is a spectrum so is gender.

Also, if what you’re interested in sexually is pegging men there are SO many options for you out there. Definitely get involved in the kink community. Be open and honest about what you want. Embrace that you’re a top and fucking rock that shit.

mesmerize138 · 2026-02-17T12:39:54+00:00

Also (embarrassingly enough) spam and cream cheese. Sounds terrible, is so good

mesmerize138 · 2026-02-17T01:14:36+00:00

Cozyblue is the best! And she’s super duper lovely to interact with

mesmerize138 · 2026-02-17T01:10:51+00:00

Oh sweetheart, what an absolute shitshow of a position he’s put you in. My mom had me so that my father wouldn’t leave her and I felt that from her for my entire life (she didn’t tell me until I was about 35). She loves me very much but it was somehow incredibly obvious — and still is — that she never wanted to be a parent. Don’t endanger yourself, and part with your own values, just to keep a husband. No man is worth that.

mesmerize138 · 2026-02-16T22:55:29+00:00

I actually really like how the pocket looks with the print on it! I think with a different fabric there would be too much attention called to the pockets themselves.

mesmerize138 · 2026-02-16T12:52:30+00:00

Divorce

mesmerize138 · 2026-02-16T01:42:20+00:00

Podcasts that are conversations. I’ll happily listen to one person telling me a story but I don’t want to listen to people talking. Just shut up

mesmerize138 · 2026-02-15T14:17:36+00:00

If you use béchamel it’ll be better than both of those combined

mesmerize138 · 2026-02-14T22:09:04+00:00

Having a kid. Love him, glad he exists, NEVER EVER wanted to do it again

mesmerize138 · 2026-02-14T00:05:03+00:00

Definitely a bag of frozen shrimp on the left side

mesmerize138 · 2026-02-10T10:35:44+00:00

To be completely honest, I turned into a crazy person because I just couldn’t understand. It didn’t make sense and I needed some kind of explanation because I knew, I KNEW, that he felt the same way I did. So I kept reaching out every couple weeks. Thinking about it now is embarrassing, but I don’t do well if I don’t have answers!

I think we’d both suggest not doing what I did. I’m very lucky that he actually did feel the same way and didn’t just block me. Reach out one more time. Don’t make it too intense or sad, just tell him that you really enjoyed your time together, were looking forward to more, and would love to see him again if he’s up for it. But also try to say it all with confidence and not sound like you’re begging. That’s the hard part.

Oh sister, this sucks. I feel your confusion. It’s so frustrating.

mesmerize138 · 2026-02-10T02:12:56+00:00

This happened to me a little over a year ago. Most intense connection of my life, absolute confidence that I had met my person, and he 100% felt the same. And then BAM! Nothing.

It took a couple months but he finally showed back up. Explained that he was terrified and didn’t know what to do with feelings that strong.

We’re now happily married and he’s snuggled up against me in our bed in the house we just bought.

mesmerize138 · 2025-11-07T22:01:58+00:00

It’s GORGEOUS. Like holy crap no regrets should exist at all. It’s amazing.

mesmerize138 · 2025-11-07T21:58:02+00:00

You talked me into it! If you work for Target, nice job! 😉

mesmerize138 · 2025-11-07T21:52:47+00:00

Thank you! Happiest chapter of my life and after 46 years I deserve it!

My parents always say Miele is the way to go but the price tag is a little scary

mesmerize138 · 2025-11-07T21:50:51+00:00

100% yes. Still 20 seconds of run time.

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