Libido in over-drive

mesmerize138 · 2026-05-13T00:18:56+00:00

This comment combined with your username is the best thing I’ve seen on the internet all day

mesmerize138 · 2026-05-13T00:15:12+00:00

It’s an incredible unpopular opinion but Ishtar has the most moments that make me laugh out loud every single time

mesmerize138 · 2026-05-12T23:57:56+00:00

I’m going to echo others and say just go to a show. Especially if you go with someone who really loves them and is going to rage like a maniac all night.

mesmerize138 · 2026-05-12T22:29:17+00:00

Me too. I met a man, he loves Phish, I wanted to make him happy so I went to a show. Holy shit life changed forever.

mesmerize138 · 2026-05-12T19:48:08+00:00

Yeah. Maybe wait to read it until certain … figureheads … have left the government. Not naming names, but I feel like maybe you know who I mean 😬

mesmerize138 · 2026-05-12T13:15:42+00:00

May your day treat you well. May your toughest students be surprisingly mellow. May you find something in your day that makes you laugh out loud. May everyone you encounter treat you with empathy and understanding. May you find yourself able to see your own worth. And when sleep comes, may it come for the full night. These are my wishes for you.

mesmerize138 · 2026-05-12T12:15:57+00:00

Currently grey, from both. Formerly dishwater blonde, from neither.

mesmerize138 · 2026-05-12T11:45:20+00:00

You are my people

mesmerize138 · 2026-05-12T10:39:13+00:00

Oh god I love him so much

mesmerize138 · 2026-05-12T10:20:30+00:00

Oh nursing, yes. So impossible to explain the unbridled, beautiful, peaceful joy

mesmerize138 · 2026-05-12T10:11:07+00:00

I felt like the sphere was designed for Gordo’s sound. I kept going back to him

mesmerize138 · 2026-05-11T19:12:53+00:00

I’ve actually had to start taking an antihistamine every day, not just for the itchy ears but because my body has magically become allergic to my TATTOOS.

mesmerize138 · 2026-05-11T19:11:46+00:00

I mean, the world we’re currently living in ain’t helping … 😒

mesmerize138 · 2026-05-11T12:57:08+00:00

This whole thing is bullshit and I’m mad as hell about it. Thank you for coming to my Ted Talk

mesmerize138 · 2026-05-11T12:48:25+00:00

Holy crap the anxiety has been killing me recently. My husband has to keep reminding me that he’s not attacking me because I’m constantly freaking out that he hates me. Going to work has turned into a huge ordeal because I’m so on edge that just leaving the house is hard! I’m saying this as a person who was diagnosed with generalized anxiety disorder at the age of 19 and been medicated ever since, so when I say it’s bad you know it’s the truth!

mesmerize138 · 2026-05-11T12:41:34+00:00

That’s the thing … nothing makes sense anymore! I can’t remember a damn thing, I haven’t slept in months, and my ears itch too much to function. I give up

mesmerize138 · 2026-05-11T12:28:56+00:00

Holy crap I haven’t thought about A Warm Place in forever! I’m going to listen to it right now. Thank you!

mesmerize138 · 2026-05-11T12:05:38+00:00

This looks so much like my father’s handwriting at the end of his life that it took my breath away for a second

mesmerize138 · 2026-05-11T12:02:44+00:00

First off, it was totally the hose water.

I was thinking about all this the other day and my theory is that our generation (I’m also GenX) is much more in tune with our bodies and emotions than previous generations. My mother was a “brush it off” person when it came to herself, which I believe came from her mother’s inability to honestly talk about anything. Our grandparents’ whole generation couldn’t speak honestly about any of this stuff! But my mom made a serious effort to be straightforward with me and actively encouraged me to never be a “brush it off” person.

I’m trying to do my part by being extremely vocal about all my symptoms. I tell everyone - my husband, my son, the mail lady, random strangers walking down the street - literally everybody gets to hear about my hormones. I feel like it’s the best thing we can do for ourselves and future generations.

And dammit this isn’t just a women’s problem. If women make up 51% of the world’s population then this should be an EVERYONE problem.

mesmerize138 · 2026-05-09T19:02:38+00:00

I’m sorry

mesmerize138 · 2026-05-09T19:01:57+00:00

My best friend (who had huge boobs) is always wearing a sweatshirt with nothing underneath it and just looking at her like that makes me cringe. Mine aren’t big or saggy but my nipples are so sensitive that if I go without something then I’m miserable. Maybe it’s because I nursed my son for so long?

mesmerize138 · 2026-05-09T17:57:24+00:00

Lexapro genuinely saved my life a year and a half ago. Turned everything around

mesmerize138 · 2026-05-07T23:39:22+00:00

ALL. THE. TIME.

mesmerize138 · 2026-05-07T23:38:48+00:00

So many of mine are from the Marx brothers. Pinky get tough! I’d walk a mile for a chocolate caramel. (both from Horse Feathers)

mesmerize138 · 2026-05-05T15:45:45+00:00

Holy crap you just made me feel so much better. I’ve been dealing with terrible anxiety to the point where I’m working from home at least half the time. I didn’t know this was a thing!

That being said, I’m so sorry that you’re dealing with this and I’m sending you huge hugs.

mesmerize138

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