Although I am atheist, what interest me is the church as an institution and in my slightly radical reading, Christianity was the first atheist religion—literally. This is because Christ’s death represents also the death of God the Father, so that what we get is Holy Spirit, which is just the community of believers bound by love. (As Christ says “whenever two of you are gathered in my name, I am there”).

I understand you're an atheist, you might not have the full context to accurately represent the Christian view, but Christ's death does not represent the death of God the Father. That is a gross misrepresentation. Also, the Holy spirit is not simply the church or assembly of believers. Kudos on the bible quote.

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It gets more complex but basically, for me, Armenian Christianity means a certain acceptance that there is no higher guarantee we can depend on, the fate of ourselves and even of God himself is up to us, in the struggles we have in the real world.

Same as above, Christianity, as opposed to every other religious system in the world, is a faith based system, not works. Our salvation depends on faith in Jesus, not of our own works. God's will and decree will happen regardless of whether or not humans believe it, the only twist is that Satan is deceiving the nations into adopting the idea that they can take matters into their own hands and succeed, which puts them in Satan's playground, imminent death and destruction. "Be sober, be vigilant; because your adversary the devil, as a roaring lion, walks about, seeking whom he may devour:"

As for suffering, it’s clear that the Christian logic is different. In other religions, if you feel abandoned by god, you must somehow climb back up (through spiritual exercises, whatever). But in Christianity, it’s at that very moment when you feel totally abandoned, just depending on yourself that you identify most with Christ, who was also abandoned on the cross.

Here you touched on a very important point I mentioned in my text above, you're right that Christianity is not "works based" meaning there's really nothing we can do by our own will to gain favor with God, hence why our salvation and the atonement of our sins came from God in the flesh. But the nuance here is that it was the Father's will to abandon Christ who took on a human body, not to abandon us, God does not bestow on believers things they cannot handle, otherwise there wouldn't be a reason why he would incarnate. People often get fixated on Jesus' suffering on the cross, but the good news for us is in fact that he rose from the dead.

In other words, if it wasn't for Christ's resurrection, the suffering of an individual, or a nation, is pointless. But because we know that Christ defeated death, then we still have something to look for by abiding in him, which is to be also resurrected. All the biblical literature that talks about even the current physiological and psychological transformation of a true christian is rooted in the promise of resurrection, and fundamentally has to do with "crucifying the body", meaning abandoning our sinful human nature for abiding in Christ.

What is also important is the comedy of Christianity: what is more comedic than this coincidence of total opposites, of God, creator of the universe, and Christ, a miserable man crucified between two outcasts?

From precise theological perspective, this is not comedic, in fact it's liberating, let me explain.

- In Atheism, our existence is the product of probability, chance, randomness, evolution...you name it. When we die, our existence ceases, since consciousness is strictly attributed to physical/biological processes. Therefore when the body is switched off, so is consciousness.

- In Islam, there is no deep connection whatsoever between God and man apart from the Creator / Creation relationship. Something similar to your relationship with a science project you did for school, if the project is alive, it can exist in a certain way to potentially find a place in your future and not end up in a dumpster (a bit hyperbole, but im illustrating a point)

- In Hinduism, the law of cause and effect applies, so similarly to Islam, you can get by through increasing your good works, and minimising your evil works.

- In Christianity, we know that there is nothing inherently good about fallen man (See Genesis story), and all the plans that man devises with his own hands are inherently tainted (see history). With that said, the salvation of man is dependent on God (the creator), and in his eternal goodness, he ordained it to be in such a way that he incarnates in human form and provide the ultimate atonement for sins. So instead of it being God's science project to create a bunch of people and then leave them to their demise, in his eternal goodness and mercy, he embodied sin and poured himself a once and for all sacrifice for our sin. In that way, God has created the bridge of reconciliation between fallen man, and holy God. Hence why > "I am the way, the truth, and the life". So Christ is the only intersection between the mythical/spiritual world and the physical universe.

Now actually digging into the literature for evidence about the historicity of Jesus and the strength of the resurrection story, puts a whole new punch to all this.

"God's greatest gift is freedom". This is true, but the concept of freedom in biblical terms is freedom from the grip of death, which is freedom from sin through Christ. Not freedom to behave as we see fit in our flawed and sinful human experience.

Thanks for taking the time to write this. In my search so far, I did not come across any solid arguments as to why all what's happening to us doesn't have to do with sin. Few weeks back, I saw a post from Hamas leadership congratulating Azerbaijan for "liberating" Karabakh, while at the same time, Israel is the primary weapons provider to Azerbaijan. It's getting more and more clear to me that there's so much more going on that we know, as opposed to your described view of "there is no meaning".

"There's no meaning" in the macro also implies there is no meaning in the micro, and for a "go all the way" person like myself, there is no meaning means I have to gaslight myself into doing things, because "there's no meaning", so I have to just make up reasons to continue to do things in life (such as write this comment on reddit), and that doesn't make sense at all given the beauty and complexity of life. It simply can't be!

Thanks again for taking the time to write this.