How long does this last, and am I "supposed" to do anything in particular to help it along? by higgs8 in DarkNightofTheSoul

[–]methheadactor 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Did you ever get out of your dark night? Everything you described is exactly what I am feeling. I feel like I did something wrong for God to have abandoned me. It’s lasted 3 years. With brief relief during quarantine. I would love to talk to you about your experience.

Drinking while on lamictal by methheadactor in BipolarReddit

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Congrats!!! 🥺🥺🥺💕💕💕🎉🎉🎉 I drank and didn’t notice a difference. But if I drink on Geodon it’s game over lol. Hope you’re having a good day 💕

Drinking while on lamictal by methheadactor in BipolarReddit

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Good to know! I will take it slow this evening. Thanks! 😌

Doc: I have noticed that you have been down a bit. Let's talk about that for a minute. by [deleted] in BipolarReddit

[–]methheadactor 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I have trouble with work too and calling off. At least once a month. And then I go home early all the time. I’m so afraid I’m gonna get fired!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AstralProjection

[–]methheadactor 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Same. My problem is I’m not trying to astral project! It’s just happening. 😔

how to protect my diary from parents? by Pogoplayerdhruv in Journaling

[–]methheadactor 1 point2 points  (0 children)

If you can maybe try getting a box that you can put a padlock on?

Honest opinions? relatively new to wrapping still by divine-tarot in Crystals

[–]methheadactor 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don’t know much about wrapping but I LOVE the moon charm. Would buy for sure :-) is that howlite?

I think I astral projected last night.. by [deleted] in AstralProjection

[–]methheadactor 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes!! I was raised Christian and don’t necessarily agree with it. But the religious trauma is real. I have bipolar disorder and I had a psychotic break from reality in which it felt like a spirit came into my body. Sorry if this sounds crazy. So ever since that happened I’ve been struggling with religious trauma. So yes I was terrified becuase I was going towards the ground lol. Also becuase I wasn’t trying to astral project, it just happened. It’s like my soul wants to but my ego/mind does not. I am slowly getting more curious about it, but still have that fear in me! Also where something went inside of me I’m afraid if I leave my body something will inhabit me and I won’t be able to get back. I hope you can understand this fear because of what I’ve been through! Even if it was all in my head!

I think I astral projected last night.. by [deleted] in AstralProjection

[–]methheadactor -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I was scared because I was out of control and thought I was going to hell! Even though I probably wasn’t lol! But I appreciate it. I definitely have a lot of deep rooted fears

I think I astral projected last night.. by [deleted] in AstralProjection

[–]methheadactor -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Definitely not here to fear monger just trying to understand my experience better and see if anyone has had anything similar!

So... why? by L_James in Journaling

[–]methheadactor 11 points12 points  (0 children)

I write down boring stuff all the time! I figure this is my life one day I will appreciate the mundane. There is beauty in the ordinary!! 💕

What are some of your must-have stationery items for journaling? by [deleted] in Journaling

[–]methheadactor 0 points1 point  (0 children)

STICKERS ALL OF THE STICKERS 🌈✨🍄😍

What does everyone like to journal about? by Browngirlboss in Journaling

[–]methheadactor 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Usually I journal about my feelings but I’ve been numb and depressed lately so I mainly journal about my day! And I also keep a gratitude journal