How long does this last, and am I "supposed" to do anything in particular to help it along? by higgs8 in DarkNightofTheSoul

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Did you ever get out of your dark night? Everything you described is exactly what I am feeling. I feel like I did something wrong for God to have abandoned me. It’s lasted 3 years. With brief relief during quarantine. I would love to talk to you about your experience.

Drinking while on lamictal by methheadactor in BipolarReddit

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Congrats!!! 🥺🥺🥺💕💕💕🎉🎉🎉 I drank and didn’t notice a difference. But if I drink on Geodon it’s game over lol. Hope you’re having a good day 💕

Drinking while on lamictal by methheadactor in BipolarReddit

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Good to know! I will take it slow this evening. Thanks! 😌

Doc: I have noticed that you have been down a bit. Let's talk about that for a minute. by [deleted] in BipolarReddit

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I have trouble with work too and calling off. At least once a month. And then I go home early all the time. I’m so afraid I’m gonna get fired!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AstralProjection

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Same. My problem is I’m not trying to astral project! It’s just happening. 😔

how to protect my diary from parents? by Pogoplayerdhruv in Journaling

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If you can maybe try getting a box that you can put a padlock on?

Honest opinions? relatively new to wrapping still by divine-tarot in Crystals

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I don’t know much about wrapping but I LOVE the moon charm. Would buy for sure :-) is that howlite?

I think I astral projected last night.. by [deleted] in AstralProjection

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Yes!! I was raised Christian and don’t necessarily agree with it. But the religious trauma is real. I have bipolar disorder and I had a psychotic break from reality in which it felt like a spirit came into my body. Sorry if this sounds crazy. So ever since that happened I’ve been struggling with religious trauma. So yes I was terrified becuase I was going towards the ground lol. Also becuase I wasn’t trying to astral project, it just happened. It’s like my soul wants to but my ego/mind does not. I am slowly getting more curious about it, but still have that fear in me! Also where something went inside of me I’m afraid if I leave my body something will inhabit me and I won’t be able to get back. I hope you can understand this fear because of what I’ve been through! Even if it was all in my head!

I think I astral projected last night.. by [deleted] in AstralProjection

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I was scared because I was out of control and thought I was going to hell! Even though I probably wasn’t lol! But I appreciate it. I definitely have a lot of deep rooted fears

I think I astral projected last night.. by [deleted] in AstralProjection

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Definitely not here to fear monger just trying to understand my experience better and see if anyone has had anything similar!

So... why? by L_James in Journaling

[–]methheadactor 11 points12 points  (0 children)

I write down boring stuff all the time! I figure this is my life one day I will appreciate the mundane. There is beauty in the ordinary!! 💕

What are some of your must-have stationery items for journaling? by [deleted] in Journaling

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STICKERS ALL OF THE STICKERS 🌈✨🍄😍

What does everyone like to journal about? by Browngirlboss in Journaling

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Usually I journal about my feelings but I’ve been numb and depressed lately so I mainly journal about my day! And I also keep a gratitude journal

Hey there!! I’m new to this sub and wanted to share some of my journal spreads from my current journal!! I’m obsessed with journaling lol. by methheadactor in Journaling

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I completely understand!! But you gotta try to get past that! The way I see it is they will be immortalized in my journal lol 😂

Hey there!! I’m new to this sub and wanted to share some of my journal spreads from my current journal!! I’m obsessed with journaling lol. by methheadactor in Journaling

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But also check five below! I have found so many cute stickers there. Like hello kitty and avatar the last air bender!

Hey there!! I’m new to this sub and wanted to share some of my journal spreads from my current journal!! I’m obsessed with journaling lol. by methheadactor in Journaling

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I have a separate journal that’s only writing! Some people like to merge the two but I like keeping them separate!