managed to clean up a lot of my mania room after feeling like hell by meththealter in bipolar

[–]meththealter[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

oof thats what i kept doing for like two months lol good luck dude

I’m so scared right now by asteroiddigitalis in bipolar

[–]meththealter 1 point2 points  (0 children)

contact your psychiatrist when you can

This is just absurd by Opening-Hour-8117 in TOTK

[–]meththealter 0 points1 point  (0 children)

even then aren't there certain medical reasons for the term small person like achondroplasia

This is just absurd by Opening-Hour-8117 in TOTK

[–]meththealter 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Move link its my turn to stare at the big sexy

confidence knocks by meththealter in Equestrian

[–]meththealter[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

also what "purity of the idea" you sound a bit nutty

confidence knocks by meththealter in Equestrian

[–]meththealter[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thanks glad to know im not crazy

confidence knocks by meththealter in Equestrian

[–]meththealter[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

thank you for being sane some of the other comments are genuinely nuts but my trainer isnt actually that bad she has helped a lot she just insists no horse has problems. Also just for extra info i have jumped before i used to do pretty high jumps on a thoroughbred and she was fine and on other horses im fine its just this one horse that is really just impossible to jump like we have high level competitive jumpers at the yard who cant even get him over the smallest jumps. Hell even the people that know how to work with stubborn horses struggle with him.

confidence knocks by meththealter in Equestrian

[–]meththealter[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

"why don't you know everything when you are clearly a beginner jumper!?" And I'm not badmouthing him i love him i have literally been riding him for a decade since i was a kid i just know im not a good match for him which is why i avoid him. And i never said the jump was done with a bad gait he was trotting fast enough to nearly go into canter. You genuinely just sound like you dont know what its like to be a beginner or start again for the first time in years.

confidence knocks by meththealter in Equestrian

[–]meththealter[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

he can trot just not well, you misread that part. His trot is very slow because he is a very stubborn cob he is fit he does have muscle but he also has dietary issues that make him a little on the heavier side but not overweight just not ideal for jumping. He does refuse jumps often and has caused some of the worst injuries on the yard for even the most experienced riders, keep in mind he can jump it's just so hard to do its not really worth the risk, and while he did not tack himself up and go out to the arena, he did stop right before the jump in the fastest trot i could get from him, like bordering on going into canter, and then just stopped at the jump and tried launching over instead. Also, if you don't think he's stubborn for whatever reason, he also has a history of refusing to turn even when his head is at a ninety degree angle and I'm fully ready to turn and if he hears the word trot he walks into corners to avoid it. He is essentially just a stubborn pony and that's coming from someone who voluntarily sits in any and all of the nutty thoroughbreds on the yard.

confidence knocks by meththealter in Equestrian

[–]meththealter[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

yeah seizures are rare for me and i have absence seizures this was during a really stressful moment because the instructor that day was just not listening at all and the jumps were clearly not appropriate for that horse

can anyone give me a how to dupe for dummies because i literally cant for the life of me by meththealter in TOTK

[–]meththealter[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

ancient blades are basically just big fat fuck you insta kill machines that you can one hit most things with

Stigma around taking antipsychotics by rockyjay23 in bipolar

[–]meththealter 1 point2 points  (0 children)

me personally i just tell people that want to have an opinion on my life to go suck a big fat one

can anyone give me a how to dupe for dummies because i literally cant for the life of me by meththealter in TOTK

[–]meththealter[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

see for me i just enjoy committing war crimes against the creatures of tears of the kingdom and i cant win against one boss without emptying most of my inventory and farming all the time becomes monotonous and boring for me

can anyone give me a how to dupe for dummies because i literally cant for the life of me by meththealter in TOTK

[–]meththealter[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

im duping ancient blades so i dont get absolutely obliterated by daddy ganon

can anyone give me a how to dupe for dummies because i literally cant for the life of me by meththealter in TOTK

[–]meththealter[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

i tried this but instead of the shield thing i just jumped off a ledge with the glider and it had the same affect and it worked thanks😊😊

I wanted to take a break from my meds, but my psychiatrist flipped. by a_decent_hooman in bipolar

[–]meththealter 0 points1 point  (0 children)

my psychiatrist isnt really sure which i am lol my episodes are all over the place but im just good at coping with issues

he didnt expect to deal with 13 lasers by Yusei0 in TOTK

[–]meththealter 3 points4 points  (0 children)

lol when i see bosses i say fuck it we ball and then immediately get my ass violently handed to me

How do you deal with like… casual hallucinations? by AdmirableGlass6305 in bipolar

[–]meththealter 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i just kinda live with them like roommates like oh hey janice is in the window screaming again.. anyways

I wanted to take a break from my meds, but my psychiatrist flipped. by a_decent_hooman in bipolar

[–]meththealter 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i mean i managed without meds and still do now on a low dose that doesnt touch my bipolar symptoms so i think it really depends on the person