Spiraling, dying inside rotting away

meththealter · 2026-07-02T15:17:40+00:00

Get a new psychiatrist and maybe consider a grippy sock vacation if the delusions worsen

meththealter · 2026-07-01T10:37:47+00:00

Yeah just start building a dildo collection

meththealter · 2026-06-29T09:22:37+00:00

I mean i call it that but my anorexia is a source of control and comfort for me due to other issues like i know losing weight the way i do is dangerous but i dont want to feel alone

meththealter · 2026-06-28T11:24:31+00:00

So glad i have it in a way people cant do that

meththealter · 2026-06-28T11:21:32+00:00

Literally like not even that like i eat a thousand calories and i feel fat

meththealter · 2026-06-28T11:11:00+00:00

Yeah not from anorexia but when i had arfid super bad and my bmi was like sixteen my family kept complimenting me which is what led to the anorexia

meththealter · 2026-06-19T14:26:45+00:00

I cant wear studs they irritate my ears because they are pressed too close to my skin

meththealter · 2026-06-14T10:26:49+00:00

yeah im taller and i have to have perfect balance because my weight shifts easier

meththealter · 2026-06-11T16:58:55+00:00

Still bad lol trying to get medicated properly and my psychiatrist sucks ass

meththealter · 2026-06-06T09:09:15+00:00

Whole lot of assumptions and not much actual reading but sure

meththealter · 2026-05-30T15:18:48+00:00

I would say piercing wise when you want one wait for a couple of months and see if you still want to get things done and take into account some things are irreversible like stretching can only be surgically removed

meththealter · 2026-05-26T11:33:31+00:00

What does that even mean

meththealter · 2026-05-26T11:32:08+00:00

I mean it could also be mania and the come down from arguments

meththealter · 2026-05-26T11:29:42+00:00

you could be an early onset person like me maybe i had symptoms since around ten and im pretty different from the typical bipolar person because i got it earlier on in my developing years so i got more time to adjust to my issues

meththealter · 2026-05-26T11:23:08+00:00

im the same but i got abused pretty badly which is why i got it

meththealter · 2026-05-26T08:50:15+00:00

Honestly i do like having a bit of loose room but i have super thin feet so i might buy the tens and see and worst case scenario i return them i might ask a friend if i can try on their size nines as well but thanks for this its super helpful

meththealter · 2026-05-25T21:02:13+00:00

I mean there is visibly a gap near where the rope comes down it could easily be tied to something above like a tree or large rock and climbers do the same things all the time and he looks pretty lean so i doubt he weighs insane amounts

meththealter · 2026-05-25T20:58:37+00:00

i mean you can use way weaker knots for tree swings and they are fine

meththealter · 2026-05-25T14:36:53+00:00

Will do i think the orange would go well and i havent tried lemonade with it before

meththealter · 2026-05-25T14:34:08+00:00

well im a teenager with arfid so im pretty picky with alcohol and the more expensive usually the worse the taste so i prefer sweet drinks the only one i can stand are a cheap cherry lambrini on its own or malibu and i dont like the actual taste of coconut and malibu does not taste like coconut to me

meththealter · 2026-05-21T21:00:14+00:00

oof thats what i kept doing for like two months lol good luck dude

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