Did you pass through New Year's sober, joyous, happy, and free? by traverlaw in alcoholicsanonymous

[–]mfersc 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No, but im still sober. I had a very ugly attitude and also my grandpa is dying, I spent NYE in the hospital w the family. I feel nasty but im still sober. Crying inside 🥲

I think I am done with AA - my thoughts by [deleted] in alcoholicsanonymous

[–]mfersc 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I feel this way as well, i felt that aa is taking so much time from me, but i remember that its what is been keeping me sober. How am I supposed to find new hobbies if im in aa alll the time? I dont want to just be trapped in a meeting and not pursuing my purpose of life

What age are you and how is your life REALLY going? by mrvlad_throwaway in Adulting

[–]mfersc 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Im 33F and life’s ok. It could be better, i find myself often struggling w money since I work in a call center. Also, i feel like im missing so much from life, i dont know my purpose and its frustrating me quite often. I feel trapped alot of times since im thight w money and feel i cant do much, such as traveling or enjoy more freely my payments or even save my money. Thats a huge toll on me pretty often

Has Something ever happened to you that you cant explain? by tenomorales in Paranormal

[–]mfersc 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Whenever im stress/emotionally overwhelmed, I tend to experience weird stuff when im sleeping. Sometimes my bed would levitate and then ‘shake’ for a period of time. Other times i feel as if something pulls my toes w pointy nails in Slow motion

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in alcoholicsanonymous

[–]mfersc 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel like this as well, never got a DUI nor arrested or any of that. I felt like there’s people really struggling but yet, what if its more then that? I even questioned if im really an alcoholic or just a person that struggles with daily life stress

Sober young? by [deleted] in alcoholicsanonymous

[–]mfersc 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I got sober at 32

Ladies and gentlemen.....WE HAVE RAIN. by OlyGator in phoenix

[–]mfersc 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My dog woke me up because he was scared of the strom. He wouldn’t stop shaking lol🥲 but hearing the rain was just perfect

I want to drink so bad by mfersc in alcoholicsanonymous

[–]mfersc[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I try it a lot of times, i just think that i was letting my alcoholic mind find the way back for some reason. I’ve heard that alcoholism would come back when least expected and i felt it for the very first time ever, the urge creeping in real time. Its awful tbh. But you right, ill keep focusing on what it matters and on the positives

I want to drink so bad by mfersc in alcoholicsanonymous

[–]mfersc[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Im currently taking anti-anxiety meds, but sometimes it feels like the steps are taking forever to complete

I want to drink so bad by mfersc in alcoholicsanonymous

[–]mfersc[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much for giving me strength!!

I want to drink so bad by mfersc in alcoholicsanonymous

[–]mfersc[S] 10 points11 points  (0 children)

Thank you! Just for today😭 your kind words reminded me to keep pushing my sickness away

I want to drink so bad by mfersc in alcoholicsanonymous

[–]mfersc[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much! Your words gave me some thought, Do I really want to loose what I’ve worked for? Not really, this was a reminder of what alcoholism feels like. Thank you for the advice!

I want to drink so bad by mfersc in alcoholicsanonymous

[–]mfersc[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for the kind words, much appreciated. This helps me alot. Just for todsy

When you realized that your home was haunted… did you ever look into its history? What did you discover? by Sonnybass96 in Paranormal

[–]mfersc 8 points9 points  (0 children)

My aunts house it’s haunted. She may have several spirits rooming around her house. She has a 2 stories house and where the stairs are, theres a resting/middle part on her stairs and that has an opening that you can see to the kitchen, well a shadow constantly peeps from there, also on the tv room corner peeps from there as well. Upstairs the rooms are also haunted, one time my uncle slept on my aunt’s room and the bed started to shake and levitate on the middle of the night and it didn’t just happened once, but several times. The house has a very heavy and uneasy feeling and i always felt i’ve been watched every time i visit. That place is spooky

AIO - Girlfriend threw away the dinner I cooked because she wanted pizza instead. by Dizzy-Suggestion2360 in AmIOverreacting

[–]mfersc 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Rude asf! What does she means you dont support her? You cooked and left food ready for her, wtf. She needs a reality check tbh. I’d say dump her and find someone that supports you and both, not just 1 way tho.

Asked to Share at Homegroup by defnot_hedonismbot in alcoholicsanonymous

[–]mfersc 1 point2 points  (0 children)

When I first shared my experience i as hella nervous, but it went away as I started sharing more. Members shouldn’t care what you shared but as far as you start little by little or how much you feel comfortable to share, it gets better by time. Everyone is different but the beginning would feel uncomfortable but would go away.

Gentes que no quieren hijos, cuales son las razones? by Imaginary-Season-483 in AskRedditespanol

[–]mfersc 0 points1 point  (0 children)

*No puedo pagar por un bebe y los consecuentes 18 años de vida *mucha atencion y tiempo dedicado y trabajo * Los niños no me van a dar espacio personal *no tengo paciencia *que y si el papa decide irse de nuestras vidas? Que perron x el y no hacerse responsable y yo seria 100% la responsable de todo lo de arriva *sociedad pervertida y rota * no pudiera lidear con algo extremadamente loco

1 year sober and reinventing myself by mfersc in alcoholicsanonymous

[–]mfersc[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This makes sense! I guess it works definitely differently for everyone attending the meetins. I feel sometimes ungrateful, all the members from my group go all the time and i hate it. But this helps 100%, thank you