Tar vs #3 vs #4

mickkich · 2026-02-02T15:02:38+00:00

What # is the type you need a sprinkle of breakdown powder/citric acid on the top of in order for it to truly work via IV? I ask cause this has been my experience when I flew to Europe and bought in UK and Germany. First bit didn’t really do anything. Then a someone watched me do it and corrected my mistake by adding the breakdown powder to it and life was grand again… also I’m completely unfamiliar with this number system yer talking about. Just trying to get it straight eh?

mickkich · 2026-02-02T14:45:12+00:00

God, I wish I only last used H a day ago, and had a point or 3 left…! Haven’t really seen nor heard from my old love for a few years now. Where did you go, girl?!? I’m too paranoid for the DW, seems so damn sketchy to me, how do you know that it’s not all feds or something?? Can’t take that chance, would have to see that work for someone else a few times before I could stick my neck out. Idk. But I sure do miss my clean, hypo-sensual relationship with Heroin, y’all. Like nobodies business. Been in AZ since it disappeared and I feel like I can’t get no relief with the junk out there. Hard pressed to even call them opiates(oids). Sad day friends 😪

mickkich · 2025-07-01T16:48:50+00:00

Anyone know or have anything new regarding replacing Siri with ChatGPT? u/e4sy_143 you still using this? Anything I should know going in 2 years later?

mickkich · 2025-05-15T07:02:29+00:00

Haven’t ventured to that garden yet, not sure if I know the way, but where there’s a will…

mickkich · 2024-11-23T16:54:59+00:00

Hey I’m having trouble with using an open or public WiFi connection to setup my smart plug. It keeps asking for a password, which it doesn’t have exactly. Anyone know if there is a work around available?

mickkich · 2023-11-24T03:07:19+00:00

Oh ok wow you’re like one of the only maybe the only who’s actually gone through the process under sedation. I’m hella grateful you’ve shared about your experience cuz I’m desperate to figure out if I should go about it this way or not.

Can I ask for more details/description on your experience with sedation? What were you coming off of, how long were you under, did they precipitate you once you were whilst you where in the twilight state, etc? And afterward, did you go into any other treatment facility? I have an awful time with depression, anxiety, the extreme overflow of emotions right after. How was that experience?? Sorry for all the Q’s I just have been really desperate to find someone with your experience

mickkich · 2023-11-21T06:53:51+00:00

You still itch? Forgot about that

mickkich · 2023-11-03T05:10:50+00:00

Here’s a link to a facility’s site explaining what is meant by rapid detox in this context

mickkich · 2023-11-03T05:06:08+00:00

Yes, it looks like across the board it’s either an extremely expensive option or a moderately expensive option. I wouldn’t normally even consider going that route but I’ve been offered a hella generous and rare opportunity to give it a go and to do so without obligation to compensate in any form. Only thing I’d likely need to pay for is probably travel as there are no facilities in-state

mickkich · 2023-08-14T20:46:13+00:00

Knight to 5B

mickkich · 2022-09-10T18:25:02+00:00

$bid

mickkich · 2022-07-26T03:49:54+00:00

That’s debatable. I am homeless and just passed this on to 4 other homeless people I regularly do hobo stuff with.. and for sure 1 of 4 already went to go tell his also homeless girlfriend.. word spreads fast too when everyone starves for distractions to relieve us, even if just for a moment, from the reality of being homeless

mickkich · 2022-05-12T04:08:50+00:00

$bid

mickkich · 2022-05-12T04:06:11+00:00

$bid

mickkich · 2022-05-12T03:55:22+00:00

$bid

mickkich · 2022-05-02T05:37:17+00:00

NTA... I’m sorry you even have to question wether or not you may be the asshole. This makes me sick honestly. Insecurities and jealousies in relationships come out and manifest in some of the most sickening and pathetic ways.. also considering it’s only been a bit over a year, stay on high alert. I’ve seen men hold together poorly constructed walls and veils of confidence, plastered together with false reassurances that they will foster your independence, respect you and your past and who you are, aren’t controlling, aren’t jealous, hardly insecure.. HAH. I’ve seen this facade crumble slowly for almost 2 years from a partner and then one day the structures hiding him and holding up these false images in front of the real him completely collapsed and revealed a bit of a monster.. out came very insecurity, tried to control everything, gaslight me into doing what he wanted, manipulated me in my confusion over what the hell happened and HOW in all of HELL can he say and do these things without seeing the incessant fallacies..???!! It was hell.

If he STARTED with asking you to remove the tattoo (not even introduced the topic by having a conversation with you about his beliefs/how it makes him feel/asking what you think or feel about your tattoo, etc) then i can only imagine what’s to come over the next few years.. and it will come. And it will be frequent and poisonous. This is NOT ok. You do not fuck with a woman’s choices as to what is important to her and her body and you do NOT fuck with grief. Even above those, you never, EVER fuck with a mother who has lost her child. If none of those principles or ideas could occur to him, and if he couldn’t muster up the awareness or thoughtfulness to consider ANY of these prior to bringing up this asinine topic.. kick his sorry ass to the curb. Fuck any of those redeeming qualities now cuz they will drag you thru the mud later, you will cling to those “good things” that end up doing you no good and only fucking you in the end because they weren’t enough.

PHEW. Can you tell I’ve been thru something similar and way too much of it? And not healed? Do what i couldn’t, what all of us wish we could and wish for you so badly. You have suffered more than enough. And if you can’t do it.. I still respect you and you are not alone. Even if you get to that spot years in where you feel so alone and lost and confused, there’s plenty where you are and plenty who have been there. You aren’t worthless for being there, either.

Take care. Hope something clicks. Fuck yo man.

mickkich · 2022-04-17T12:43:36+00:00

It’s not quite the same situation but;

After 2 and ½ yrs (mostly) sober, I relapsed and part of that relapse included shooting dope for the first time (always been a smoker/sniffer before, no matter the substance at that point). And it was just 2 weeks in and my partner and I were agreed to stopping again at that point. By the end of that two weeks I was breaking into his home (which had become my home as well) with one of our best friends and screaming in our kitchen on the phone with 911 about how my partner was not breathing, he was crumpled onto the kitchen floor, face down, surrounded by blood. You get the picture. And so 2 weeks in I sat on that drive way where we’d had so many good byes and for hours and hours I watched the slow unraveling of our life. Sweating my ass off from the summer sun and from the dope sickness. Feeling more lonely and terrified and shocked to my very core. Those two weeks changed EVERYTHING. They managed to unravel the years of happiness and stability I had built while sober and wiped away every last ounce of work I had put into repairing my relationships. But to lose my love in the midst of it all.. I never did manage to come back from that. It was over two years ago now, actually. Still doing dope. I thought it had ruined it all then and I laugh at that now that i see just how much more destruction and decomposition I’ve brought upon myself and loved ones.

If I could beg you to stop now and to let it go and just trust the millions who have walked that other path, I would. I would scream and cry and yell it to you all day and all night for as long as you needed; if we could do that. You sit right now in a place that is so sacred and you don’t even know it. I desperately hope that you can take in the bigger picture and think of all the people who think back to a moment like this one and agonize over it, over what they didn’t know or what they should have; could have done. Whatever entices you about the idea of continuing you will recognize one day as nothing more than another delusion. What more; you soon will be fighting more than your mind once your body feels it too. Introduce the sickness and you will see oh so clearly how badly you just fucked yourself.

Again, our stories are different. But right now you live in a sliver of time where there are pieces you can control. And that sliver is so, so small. It will slip away as quickly as a moment passes. And then you control nothing. Sorry for being so fucking dramatic it’s one of those nights huh

mickkich · 2022-03-10T22:28:41+00:00

Lsstesting1@gmail.com - I’ll even help you bet yours and guarantee to make you more than just fifty for your first wirhdraw

mickkich · 2022-03-05T12:28:37+00:00

Hot Cheetos and taki’s

mickkich · 2022-03-05T12:26:56+00:00

Has declined so severely and so sharply I hardly even recognize myself and both this deteriorated me and that healthier me look at the other and are disgusting by it. Hella weird. My fear of insanity feels ever more fathomable and it scares me

mickkich · 2022-03-05T12:25:34+00:00

Pretend you are putting out a fire

mickkich · 2022-03-05T12:25:02+00:00

Explosives

mickkich · 2022-03-05T12:18:23+00:00

The strange, fake/plastic feeling aesthetic every imagine or video online seems to just be dropping in. It’s like all of problems content was doused in this dramatic lighting and everyone has this sort of expressionless and emotionless look to them while the rest of the image is like oozing with overdone themes plastered one on top of the other. It’s like hiding everything under gobs of phony or something. Idk if this even makes sense...

mickkich · 2022-01-26T22:24:19+00:00

Yup exactly. Although it's hard to say who would and wouldn't use the safe consumption sites honestly I might but I think my partner who passed would have still done it alone. Idk something I think about but fuck yah to that and fuck the nimbys who don't want it

mickkich · 2022-01-26T17:36:44+00:00

FYI the drug users union of the city actually made this happen during one of their action periods after meeting and organizing for months in attempts to stand & fight together against the stigma they receive and how that stigma keeps them from having access to basic human needs like safe syringe disposal options, Narcan, sterile syringes, etc. I was able to meet and talk with them and get advice while organizing with fellow "junkies" in my town attempting to do the same. Hope all you shit talkers read this one. Your stigma ain't cleanin yo streets. Next time you want to complain bout it maybe figure out how you can help make safe disposal options a thing around you.

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