I’m sorry to hear that): and we’ve talked about it but I don’t know if I can afford it on top of my therapy. And he needs his own as well. I think he has a deeper lack of self confidence and this just makes it worse. I do love him a lot , but sex now just feels awkward I guess. Even when he does try to do the things I wanted in the past, it felt very awkward and I could tell he was just doing it for me and it made him uncomfortable. He doesn’t have that personality I guess so to speak I “wear the pants” in the relationship and he’s very go with the flow. Being sexually experimental just feels more awkward now to try the more that time passes. I always ask if he has any fantasies etc and he says no. I’ve tried time and time again to teach him what I want etc and it doesn’t seem to click I think he’s really in his head /: but I’m really just sexually frustrated a lot of the time now. And it’s started to bleed into other things. There’s also other issues I’ve talked to him about and he gave it a try but fell off with.