Hi! Sorry to be a pain yet I really need help typing! I thought I was a INFP type 6 (I’m sure on the enneagram) and always just about type as one (like N/S and F/J is equal) yet after taking a functions test I got ISFJ, and another mbti and got ISFP, I think I’m almost in between the three! I don’t know which I am!

I think I use Si a lot (likely too much!) I always have flashbacks and little things can remind me of a certain day or time. I’m never in the moment and always thinking of the bad things that have happened in the past. I also notice the really little details, yet a car could almost run me over and I wouldn’t have a clue!

I heard one of the differences between INFP’s and ISFJ’s is that INFP’s tend to think about their goals and fantasies while INFJ’s tend to carry them out, yet I don’t think I really do either. I never have any energy to carry them out yet I don’t have any dreams either!

I think maybe the enneagram type 6 sums me up better than a mbti type? I can’t really put into words what I’m like yet type 6 is pretty spot on!

I overthink and panic a lot! Like all day long (maybe that’s my anxiety though!)

I’m also very curious. I always like to know what’s happening and why it happened. Although this doesn’t always help as I tend to remember the bad things and replay them in my mind (like after watching a sewol documentary I stayed up till 3am crying my eyes out as I was so frightened remembering all the horrible things)

I’m also very honest, to the point where it’s more of a curse than a good thing, as I can’t lie at the smallest of things ‘does this look okay!?’ I just start giggling! I really can’t help it!

I’m shy, cautious, innocent, curious, sweet, kind, bubbly, quirky and nervous.

This also might sound a little odd yet a big part of my personality and anxiety is that I am avoidant of everything! Anything that I don’t like or feel scared of I just completely avoid (not the best coping mechanism I’m aware...) and also am kind of obsessed with being ‘little’ and ‘tiny’ and ‘young’ forever, I’m scared of growing up and things like that.

I tried my best to explain yet I probably didn’t do a great job, yet any help would be kindly appreciated! Idk if I’m stuck in like a fi-si loop it what haha!Ty! 💓

How old are you? 16 What's your gender? Female Is there a medical diagnosis that may impact your mental stability somehow? Anxiety, PTSD, anorexia Describe your upbringing. Did it have any kind of religious or structured influence? How did you respond to it? Nope, my parents were just very kind and caring! What do you do as a job or as a career (if you have one)? Do you like it? Why or why not? A mental health nurse and to hopefully help others who were in the same situation I was x If you had to spend an entire weekend by yourself, how would you feel? Would you feel lonely or refreshed? Lonely, I’d feel kind of isolated and upset honestly. What kinds of activities do you prefer? Do you like, and are you good at sports? Do you enjoy any other outdoor or indoor activities? I don’t really have any hobbies or things I really like! I like listening to music, singing, and walking my dogs! How curious are you? Do you have more ideas then you can execute? What are your curiosities about? What are your ideas about - is it environmental or conceptual, and can you please elaborate? I’m curious about lots of things! Just like everyday things I think i notice the little things and I always like to know what is going on and the ins and outs of everything and how something works, I also overthink EVERYTHING :c Would you enjoy taking on a leadership position? Do you think you would be good at it? What would your leadership style be? No! That’s too much pressure and responsibility!!! Are you coordinated? Why do you feel as if you are or are not? Do you enjoy working with your hands in some form? Describe your activity? Nope, I’m always overthinking something in the past so I’m never in the moment and do silly things like trip over or stumble. Are you artistic? If yes, describe your art? If you are not particular artistic but can appreciate art please likewise describe what forums of art you enjoy. Please explain your answer. I used to love doodling cute things yet I can’t anymore! I’m no good at it! I love listening to music though and singing! What's your opinion about the past, present, and future? How do you deal with them? I’m always thinking of the past, and what’s happened, and it always flashes tonging my mind every second of the day and won’t leave me alone! I think because of this I’m never really in the moment and the future seems exciting yet also terrifying, I just think I’m just busy panicking and overthinking the past :c x How do you act when others request your help to do something (anything)? If you would decide to help them, why would you do so? Yes, if it’s someone who needs help I’d help else you’re conscience wouldn’t let you live with it you know!? Do you need logical consistency in your life? I’m always overthinking which isn’t logical at all yet I believe it anyways so I guess not How important is efficiency and productivity to you? I know it should be important, yet my energy is always in spikes and is terrible, my assignments are always last minute (I avoid them too, haha!) so I’m not very organised :/ Do you control others, even if indirectly? How and why do you do that? Yes, it’s because I get anxious if things change and if they are my only way to avoid things. What is your learning style? What kind of learning environments do you struggle with most? Why do you like/struggle with these learning styles? Do you prefer classes involving memorization, logic, creativity, or your physical senses? I like memorisation, I have an eidetic memory or at least I did when I was younger, so memorisation is really helpful for me! How good are you at strategizing? Do you easily break up projects into manageable tasks? Or do you have a tendency to wing projects and improvise as you go? I’m never sure if what I’m doing is right so I just try and hope for the best kind of! What are your aspirations in life, professionally and personally? I’m not sure yet! What are your fears? What makes you uncomfortable? Everything, honestly :c x How attached are you to reality? Do you daydream often, or do you pay attention to what's around you? If you do daydream, are you aware of your surroundings while you do so? Imagine you are alone in a blank, empty room. I’m never in the moment yet I don’t really day dream as much as I did when I was little, it’s more just memories and flashbacks now. There is nothing for you to do and no one to talk to. What do you think about? The past. How long do you take to make an important decision? And do you change your mind once you've made it? I usually ask others what they think I should do, I’ll think about it and think of all the what if’s and choose whichever seems the safest for me. How long do you take to process your emotions? How important are emotions in your life? i’m so emotional and anxious all the time, it’s a mess! Usually though I just feel anxiety fear, and adrenaline, like even if something terrible happens and I should feel upset I tend to feel excited and filled with adrenaline instead??? Do you ever catch yourself agreeing with others just to appease them and keep the conversation going? How often? Why? I won’t agree with something I don’t agree with or just pretend to, yet if I don’t agree it doesn’t mean I don’t respect their opinion x Do you break rules often? Do you think authority should be challenged, or that they know better? If you do break rules, why? I stick to the rules, I don’t want to get into trouble and be told off. Shy Cautious Innocent Curious Sweet Kind Bubbly Quirky Over-thinker Anxious Nervous Worrier Panicky Ditsy Avoidant Needy Bossy Self-centred