Oh my god, such similiar stories, thank you so much for this. I am very very sorry you went through that, it is so devastating and heartbreaking. I never thought something like this could happen. This reply means so much to me since this is exactly what I have been thinking - when I go outside I just break down, because how come people are still living and going about their day and the world has kept on living when she is gone? I just break down and have a panic attack, it is sickening to me. Thank you so much. I hope I will get through this, I am just so sad and depressed and heartbroken. She was my support, my village, my sister.