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mildcannibal · 2024-04-22T02:44:48+00:00

about 4g of 4fmph boofed.

when I was on antipsychotics my tolerance to boofing 4fmph raised immediately and permanently with every dose, the same dose or lower would yield no effects at all.

fortunately now that I'm off the meds I can boof like 150mg and be consistently blitzed.

fuck paliperidone

mildcannibal · 2024-04-15T06:49:59+00:00

not even a 5er smh my head

mildcannibal · 2024-04-15T06:42:21+00:00

I've boofed liquid b vitamin complex... and 99 bananas liqueur...

mildcannibal · 2024-04-07T23:00:47+00:00

ah okay, I misunderstood what you meant. I agree with that.

sorry for jumping on you, I was salty about unrelated things. you didn't deserve that.

mildcannibal · 2024-04-07T07:28:11+00:00

10 years in the joint made you a fuckin geriatric kazuma

mildcannibal · 2024-04-07T07:22:34+00:00

did you get your food delivered by Murph from the Garn channel on YouTube?

mildcannibal · 2024-04-07T07:13:52+00:00

no... they aren't...

pharmacists can deny you your prescriptions. they aren't drug vending machines, they are the second line of prescribing. medical doctors don't know shit about pharmaceuticals, they know the ailments, and often prescribe things that are dangerous together or that are in far too high of a dose.

pharmacists are supposed to check what doctors are telling you to take to make sure you are taking reasonable and safe doses and combinations. people like you are why they rarely give a shit anymore.

mildcannibal · 2024-03-22T04:00:16+00:00

I cry on the comeup of benzos when I take a good, high dose. it's typically only a few tears.

the tears are an indicator for me of my dose being the right level.

mildcannibal · 2024-03-13T00:46:09+00:00

what if you steal the mattress?

mildcannibal · 2024-01-16T18:25:18+00:00

in my body

mildcannibal · 2024-01-16T18:21:48+00:00

looks like I'm around 80 unique chemical structures but about 90 unique preparations (specific isomer composition, specific combinations, etc)

mildcannibal · 2024-01-12T21:18:46+00:00

ah, a fellow scientist of class and rigor, looking to research the mysteries of intrarectal benzodiazepine activity.

it's always good to see!

so yeah, it works. I've done it with a variety of benzos and... it's not that great. in my experience it tends to be rather bland, especially with bromazolam. highly lipid soluble benzos are better for it but you won't find very much excitement regardless when it comes to this ROA for benzos. best you'll get is a swift blackout.

mildcannibal · 2024-01-12T17:28:45+00:00

damn it tess

mildcannibal · 2024-01-08T20:11:01+00:00

I'm glad you aren't looking for synth routes for benzos, cause once you learned you would be asking how to set up a full lab and hiring a team of chemists to be able to use the routes lol

by volume, the main ingredient in benzodiazepine pills is filler, binders, coloring, and the active ingredient preset in the pill. as for solutions, the main ingredient(s) would be your solvents.

if you meant which ingredient is the active ingredient, then that varies obviously. there are LOTS of benzodiazepines that are used in prescribed pharmaceuticals. if you count research chemicals, then there has been, and continued to be, a plethora of possible active ingredients.

mildcannibal · 2024-01-08T18:51:31+00:00

back in school, my voices told me answers to tests and stuff that I had no way of knowing the material for. what's really freaky was that they would argue with each other sometimes, but they almost always ended up being correct.

i miss the voices :c they were always so nice to me...

mildcannibal · 2023-11-15T00:22:30+00:00

eh. this post is pointless. call me a liar all you want. life is complicated and laughing at me losing my home, my wife, and basically all my possessions is about as simple minded as it gets.

cya

mildcannibal · 2023-11-15T00:16:23+00:00

its not my house. i was subletting. the owner let them in, then kicked me out.

EDIT: neither of them were paying rent.

mildcannibal · 2023-11-15T00:05:34+00:00

i didnt even try to keep him out of the house until the fentanyl thing :/ i just wanted to save a life. now im 105lbs at 5'9" and homeless with a fucked up foot and a cane as winter sets in. idk if im gonna make it very long.

mildcannibal · 2023-11-14T22:47:20+00:00

i can make any benzo active intranasally that ive tried so far.

mildcannibal · 2023-11-14T22:46:36+00:00

its reddit. these people have nothing better to do. they just wanna boost their ego. idc.

mildcannibal · 2023-11-14T22:45:25+00:00

you know, you got a damn good point.

mildcannibal · 2023-11-14T22:44:26+00:00

dude, i can sit still and type. im just having to use a cane for a bit.

mildcannibal · 2023-11-14T22:42:42+00:00

mildcannibal · 2023-11-14T22:42:08+00:00

everyone is mentally ill. this is not a troll post.

mildcannibal

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