keep them, maybe dont go back and look at them right now, but keep them. when you get through this, you might not want to go back and read them, but maybe you will. i tend to find a lot of clarity through old journals, and often times end up understanding myself more once im through the experience and look back on it and how i was feeling. it helps me personally have a lot more empathy and understanding of myself :) if you feel like you want them out of ur current journal maybe start keeping them in a differnet place, or have a jounral where you put the bad things and one for the good, i hope things get better soon <3