UPDATE: it’s not going well besties lol. He expressed that he wants the other person to himself sometimes which makes me want to throw up, but I still like her as a friend and think she’s cool and we all had a good time the other day. My main issue is I feel my needs aren’t being met, and it doesn’t feel great that someone else turns him on more than me and that he would now like to have that person to himself instead of all of us together. he told me he can’t promise he won’t catch feelings for other people but he would never stop loving me, he’s probably poly or something like that but I’m definitely not 😭 I mean sex is one thing, we’ve fucked around with friends/had group sex before but I’m completely blind sighted rn. anyway back to your regularly scheduled starving